Ena!

Bravery.

2012-02-13T04:58:00.001+08:00

Helloooooo, I really can't sleep.
So here I am blogging.
Anyway, finally did something I always wanted!
But I won't tell you here. :X
Then why I said in the first place. :P

Anyway, tomorrow dental appointment!
Excitement! But not putting on yet. :(
Sighs, don't know how long more.
Sad die me much?
Nonetheless, still excited!

Gonna get iPad 3 also! Or maybe 2! See how. Hahaha!
And, my polaroid!!!!!!
Sentosa trip gonna spam photos!
Exams period, haven't started on anything.
#fml ttm.

Really need to study later!
Die die, must must, definitely have to!
Doing some leg lifts, cause I really can't sleep!

Anyway, need to get my exams done with.
And then sentosa to relax.
Heehees, then my time comes! ;)
Need to spam work too!
Wanna buy so many things! :(

Have to jiayous for everything! :D
Byeeeeeeee,
Goodnighttttttttt!

xoxo, Ena. ☆
Don't dream it, do it!

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Trust.

2012-02-10T14:59:00.001+08:00

Hello peopleeeeeee.
Been feeling distraught lately.
Don't know why. Maybe I know why.
All my ships are going down.
Friendship, kinship.
And looking at my sisters' relationships, give me a big warning not to have one myself.

It's okay to like the person, but not having a relationship.
As for friendships, well needless to say.
Adgaf.
Being left out, forgotten, unwanted is a cycle.
Well, I already know how this goes.
Why am I even posting this on my blog.
I'm not some bloody attention seeker bitch,
Just that this is my place to rant.

Solution? Not to be close to anyone.
And shut my mouth up from now on.
I should learn my lesson, from don't know how many times ago.
Not to let my true self out.
Since a baby, I shouldn't at all.

Bye, rant finish, have to be happygirl93.
Will post tomorrow or night to cover the unhappy post!

xoxo, Ena. ☆
Don't dream it, do it!

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Chinese New Year week!

2012-01-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone!
Happy Lunar New Year!
:>
Hope you all get loads of blessings, good luck and fortune this year!

Getting tired recently.
And I really can't wait to get m\the things I wanted and also
get out of Poly.
I wanna study something that I am really into and not just something that I can.

Interests are so important nowadays for me to keep studying.
My future's at stake if I don't do well! :(
And like I said before, living in this family can really teach me how to be independent.
You can always never rely on someone even if you trust that person a lot!
Sometimes, all we ever have, is ourselves.

Gonna pray and school in the morning tomorrow.
Them am gonna rush home to do stupid PP presentation notes!
OMG! I really am crossing my fingers!!!!
Super scary! :(
Must remind myself to bring poster too!

I really hope I pass!
Alright, just a short random post! :)
Need to earn more money!

*Confused, as always.*

xoxo, Ena. ♥

Hello Again!

2012-01-26T14:10:00.001+08:00

It's been really super long since I've blogged! :S
New year, new start, new friends?
Don't really wanna blog about friends.
But, I've met some new friends at work!
They've been really nice to me.

Maybe cause of my size, they all treat me as their little sister.
I'm thankful to know them at work.
I'm also thankful to be working at AnF!

Haven't been blogging that much cause really damn tired and busy nowadays!
All I have been doing was, working, schooling and going out with the AnF people!
Who are these people?
I swear this is the largest group!
But the girls are always this few; Eileen, Isabella and Jennifer!
For the boys!
Benjamin, Dharma, Dexin, Jeremy, Shiyi, Shikai, Taiwen, Yong!
And I can tell you, the group is getting bigger! :O

Really am excited about this Sunday's CNY celebration with them!
It's as though every weekend we have plans!
Hahahahs! Which I kinda like!
Love it when my days are filled and packed with things!

Gonna work later, with the girls, but I end later than them! :(
Hope it'll be an easy job, really don't wanna do transfer.
Rather do size check for men, or pulling for either men/women!

On saturday, a handful of them are coming up too!
Just a small gathering since Daddy wants to boost the atmosphere!
Oh well, hehehes!
Maybe that Dragon will come, I think like this the atmosphere will be better too!
HAHAHAHAHAS!

Happy Chinese New Year, everyone!
Hope it'll be a good year for you all!

xoxo, Ena!

Confession.

2011-12-21T23:14:00.001+08:00

Hello!
Omg, I never blog for such a long time?!
So sorry to my readers!
But I'm back!
Apparently, my life is back on the busy mode.
Work, school, test, work, school, test!
And now holidays, is work, work, work!

Working at Abercrombie and Fitch, is really good!
I met a lot of new people there!
Good and not so good, nice and not that nice!
Different people should I say!

Didn't really have time for my friends.
But worst, they don't have time for birthdays, when I have?
Hmmm, weird.
But whatever.
At least, I know me and some close friends,
are still close.
And some of my frolick babes, anf people, are becoming closer!

I guess this is good!
Not to mention Cynthia! Hahaha!
Same class, but we have drama.
Some people wants to make something so small,
into something so big?
At first I still thought, what did they say?
In the end, it's so minor.

Well, anyhoo.
Christmas is coming,
Bought gifts for some, but I guess,
I'm not gonna get from many.
Ohwell.
Gonna meet my bro and his girlf,
*colin and justina apparently*
To pass them theirs, and shall plan for the rest! :)

Gonna spend christmas at Esther jiejie's house!
And thinking if I should work after?
No I guess?
Sentosa with some girls next week,
and cousin outing too!
Okay, just hope I got enough money!
And money please come in quick!
I want my iphone!!!

Anyway, if you wanna buy me a christmas present, #justsaying
I would really need an ankle guard and knee guard!
:>

Things that I need: knee and ankle guard,
Things that I want: iphone 4s, hello kitty stuffs,
AnF clothes, topshop clothes, f21 hello kitty clothes,
Make up products, kate spade iphone cover & shoes!!!!!!

And of course, I would hope I can go out with some of my girls before 2011 ends!

Goodnight everyone!
xoxo, Ena! ☆
xoxo, Ena. ☆
Don't dream it, do it!

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What got into me?

2011-11-16T10:21:00.001+08:00

Hello! Been so super long since I've blogged!
How's everyone doing?
This friday I'm starting work at abercrombie!
Excited much?!
Heehees!

I'll still continue my work at the dental and frolick!
Cause apparently, I can't work everyday at anf.
So, on the other days, I can work at frolick! :>

Have been late since forever. :(
That's not a good habit!
I so wanna be early. :(
Guess tomorrow I really have to be early.
And tomorrow working with Vanida! <3
So many things to tell her!

And for those of you who thinks frolick girls are mean,
that's when you're wrong!
So far all the girls I worked with are nice!
I swear!

*I can smell my bread! It's in my bag you mei you?*
Heehees!
*What the hell, still got empty double seats,
this girl must chose to sit beside me?!*
Just want to post a short one. :)

xoxo!

xoxo, Ena. ☆
Don't dream it, do it!

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Dreams can be so sweet, but it's still only a dream.

2011-10-25T11:30:00.001+08:00

Hellooooooooo!
I'm so tired cans!
Not sure if it's my work getting whatever!
But, school fees are paid through PSEA!

But also cannot spend too much away for the money in my bank!
But I'm craving for food leh! :(
*late for school, jamming now*
I'm also like falling asleep.

Love, can be from anyone.
:> random, but true.

I don't know what happened,
You just treated me coldly, suddenly.
I never regretted anything.
I don't know what did you hear.
And if I'm in your shoes,
obviously I would listen to the one I trust more.
Then the one that I knew for a week.

It all happened so fast,
I really don't know what's going on.
What did I did?
What did I do?
I really have no idea.
Tell me, rather than leaving me there, clueless.
:(
</3

I fall in love easily, but fall out of love damn hard.
I don't know what you heard,
but, if it wasn't heard from me,
I don't think you should believe it.
I'm a straightforward person,
I would say it. If you ask.

xoxo, Ena. ☆
Don't dream it, do it!

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Black. And white.

2011-10-20T08:18:00.001+08:00

Good morning everyone! :)
Sleep around 1+ last night!
But managed to wake up on time! (Y)
Really cannot be late,
but still thinking if I should partial!

Pay cheque came in, and I can settle school fees already! :)
That's one down, and many to go.
But I know I can do it. :)
Jiayou! :)

Well, was talking to someone,
and, he's right.
I also prefer the happy, cheerful Ena.
Where did she went to?
Maybe, she's still here, but she's lost.
Well, I guess,
maybe someone will help her find her.

Been working almost everyday, everywhere!
After school, work.
Well, at least I am able to cope it.
So I'm still find with it! :)

Have been craving for so many food!
Dim sum, macdonald's breakfast, crab,
ayam penyat, pepper lunch, jack's place,
sushi, punggol nasi lemak.
I think that's all. :O
Who wanna bring this fatgirl93 out to eat?

Can't wait for my cousin's wedding!
I love wedding!
Is like one of the happiest event!
I just can't wait.
*why so many people in the bus?*

No weird people sit beside me please! :O
I'm gonna work with Steffi♥ today!
Happiness! :) hehehes!
*ah damn, eye candy never sit beside me.*
Hahahahas! :X

Okay, I'm like blogging random stuffs.
*good game*
I hope class past fast,
Is the boring module with an,
out-of-tune faci! :O

Alright,
Till the next time.

xoxo, Ena. ☆
Don't dream it, do it!

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Shape of my heart.

2011-10-17T09:32:00.001+08:00

Hello everyoneeeeeeee!
Really had been rough this days!
:(
But, anyhoo.
Been really working all of my free days!
And I got the job!
I can't tell you what, if not,
my relatives will tell my parents!
*if you follow me, you'll know*

On my way to school now,
and since I've no time to tweet,
and not feeling sleepy, I shall blog.

This week will be working every single day,
except Friday! :)
And I'm really happy,
cause I *omg, Haoyi inside bus too!*
As I was saying, will get to see Steffi and Patty! <3 mega love!

*still hungry, #fatdieme*
Today's aim will be just chicken pie,
before work!
And then, froyo all the way.
:)

So many things today!
Need to ask about school's stuffs.
Have to do finish all rj, quiz, etc.
Tomorrow can take pay,
cause working at cineleisure! :)
Today will be working at cathay!

Oh, by the way, get my title?
It's a song title! Hahahah!
*why today everybody smell so nice?
Never mind, I like!*
Don't you think nice scented guys are attractive? :P
Hehehes.

My bb have been crazy,
sighs, now, I'm gonna clear school fees.
Then, my teeth, then, I'm gonna buy an iPhone 4 for myself!
This is bad,
I love my Baby Phaty! :(

#nowplaying Get It Right - Glee
So sad and true.

Bb starting to lag already!
This is sad and bad!
*the guy beside, keep coming nearer!*
Ahhhhhhhh!

Traffic jam now, how to reach school on time like that? :(
I cannot have the habit!
Must pack everything then go to sleep!
:)

I need to get my life back on track!
:)
Byebye! :)

xoxo, Ena. ☆
Don't dream it, do it!

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Unworthy of Love.

2011-10-07T00:12:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone!
It's been quite long I've blogged?
Recently, have been feeling kinda down.
No idea why.
And this song 'Lonely' by 2NE1 really suits me now.
Go see their translation.

Really, and I guess,
I shall make an exception today.

I feel so confused.
I don't know if I am still be able to love.
Or, should I say, am I falling for the wrong person again?
I always say, I don't need a guy.
I need. But, I am independent.
Unlike other girls, they aren't very independent.

And recently,
it's like I have no idea who I am.
It's like a complete stranger even to myself.
And each day, I hope I am able to see you in school.
You're out of my league,
I'm unworthy of you or should I say, this thing called love.

"The words I'm saying right now, I don't know if they'll hurt you
They'll probably make you hate me forever
You, saying that I'm not the same as I used to be, is not completely untrue
This changed me is a stranger to myself as well
You are so kind but
That's the way you are but oh
I don't know I don't know
Why I am like this
We were so in love, and you're here now but oh
I don't know
I want to find myself now

Baby I'm sorry, even when I'm with you, I'm Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am
I'm sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I'm by your side
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

You didn't do anything wrong, I'm the strange one
It seems I've already been prepared long ago, for our breakup
I really wanted to treat you well, out of all the times, why is it when I'm confronted by love
I am shrinking away & am lonely endlessly
You are so kind but
That's the way you are but oh
I don't know I don't know
Why I am like this
We were so in love, and you're here now but oh
I don't know
I want to find myself now

Baby I'm sorry, even when I'm with you, I'm Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am
I'm sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I'm by your side
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Cuz I'm just another girl
This night is lonely, I
Can't take any more, Good bye
Cuz I'm just another girl
I'm so lonely
Even though I'm by your side right now
Baby I'm so lonely
Lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonelyBaby I'm so lonely lonely lonely"

Well, this is the translated lyric.
Sometimes I just wish, I don't have a heart to love.
So that everything will be easier.
Well, I guess it's just not that simple.
This is quite an emotional post.
But yeah, I told myself not to post anything about feelings here.
And I broke that rule.

This shall be those post that are once in a blue moon.
Sighs, being emotional and down sucks.
I want back that cheerful Ena.
Cause I know she's deep down there somewhere.

xoxo, Ena. ♥

If we learn to trust.

2011-10-02T12:01:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone!
Been rather down this few days.
Not really sure why,
guess is how I am feeling lately?

Well, put that aside and let's talk about other stuffs.
School is starting this Wednesday,
what a bummer.
Seriously.

Anyway, was working this few days.
Only get 2days off which is on Wednesday and Thursday!
So, I went to have some fun?
Celebrated Haoyi's birthday with favourite girl and her beau.
Went to ice skate, that will be the last time!
Hahahas!

And after that, went to the Y2S1 class chalet!
Gosh, how I miss them!
So glad I will be in the same class as Cyn and Shamyn!
Hahahas, crazy girls! Just how I love them to be!
And I really have to mention this,
the chicken wings that they bought,
marinated and barbequed, IS SO DAMN DELICIOUS!
OMG!
Hehehes! #fatdieme

Then on Thursday,
went to watch 'Crazy Stupid Love' with Ice.
OMG, many humiliating stuffs happened!
Don't wanna say it out!
But anyway, the show is simply awesome!
I really enjoyed it!
And to be honest,
I don't really remembered what I did after I reached home.

Friday worked at the dental,
been so long!
With a new doctor and Ellaine! :)
Then Saturday, I went crazy and shopped!
School's starting, I need new clothes!
Anyway, I bought 2cardigans and 1necklace at H&M!
2tops and 1bracelet at Scape* and TAB fleas!
And 1super cute tube top at MDS!

Shall think of what to wear on the first day of school!
Cause I have work after school that day too!
:O
Anyway, really got to know when I can work after school too!
Hope there is a really nice faci!
Shall go check the timing for my school!
Byeeeeeeee!

Once upon a star.
xoxo, Ena. ♥

Too short to be a model?

2011-09-26T00:51:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone!

I know, the tile is totally true!

But, I don't stop making myself 'look good'

'feel good'!

I know I'm too short to be a model.

But, it doesn't mean I can't act like one model when I'm taking photos!

Hate on me already, haters.

Whatever,

cause I know some of you are prettier!

So, here you go!

Hehehehes!

*if you don't like/don't want to see, click the (X) on top!*

I never force you to see!

My buckstooth!

gonna miss it, buttttttt!

It's worth it!

Invisalign, here I come yo!

Just a smile and the rain is gone.

2011-09-21T01:39:00.002+08:00

Helloooooo!
OMG, haven't been updating much!
:(
Really tired and busy though!
Work, work and more work!

This week is gonna be damn pack!
:O
Okay, updates!
Spent my weekend at Yishun!
Super pleasant! (Y)
Hehehehs!

Monday, working with my favourite Frolick girl!
RandeeeeeeeNicholeeeeeeee! ♥
That's her name, Rande!
Lika nice right!
Anyway, have to wait till Friday then can work with her!
:((

I swear she's damn awesome!
And the time just past so fast!
:(
Anyway, on Monday,
Owen came by, and I was really really surprised!
Hahahas, the way he spoke game me and Rande a shock too!
Hehehehes!

Then, Asty and Matt and Haoyi and the other guy came too.
:))
This bbg ah, sick already, still come by!
Thankfully, Matt is with her! :))
Happy that someone is looking after her well enough.

Yesterday, was raining, such a good weather to sleep in,
but noooooooooooooo, I have to go to the bloody school.
And learn something I know! :S
Like WTH la, I'm using my BB all the way,
I swear!

Before that, saw Owen and Haoyi in the bus on the way to school!
So epic la!
Bump onto them unexpectedly!
Then went to town with G! ♥
WE HAVE THE MOST AWESOME DINNER TOGETHER!
Express Teppanyaki and a few dishes of Dim Sum!
OMG!

Been craving dim sum for quite long!
Gonna have dim sum with G next week?
Or when Xiaohan comes back!
Guess next week me and G gonna have ayam penyat!
Gonna bring the girl to sumptuous places to eat!
Then another day will be the yong tau foo! (Y)

Later will be working at Cathay again!
This whole week is at Cathay, none at Cine!
Tomorrow - 6-11pm,
Thursday - Mummy's/Didi's/Ester jiejie's birthday
Friday - 12-8pm with Rande♥
Saturday - 12-12am with Rande♥ and Vanida!
*Haven't met Vanida before! Excited!*
Sunday - 9-9pm++ with Ellaine!
OMG, I miss her a lot!
Miss the clinic too!

PP not done yet,
school is opening,
my free working days are soon to be gone!
:((

Alright, anyway,
I shall go to sleep!

xoxo, Ena. ♥

200th Post.

2011-09-13T02:12:00.000+08:00

Helloooo! Just realised it's my 200th post!
OMG, time past so fast!
And I don't know, hahahas.
Haven't been updating! And I'm sorry!
Added a little something at the side if you're a new reader!
And if you really are a new reader!
Do help me by doing a quick survey below
for 'To write love on her arm' to help people!
Thank you! ♥

Using the new blogger interface!
Seemed so high tech! Hahahahhas!
Okay!
Hmm, where do I start?
Friday of course!

Joey actually surprised me with an unexpected group!
I thought it will just be the usuals,
Colin, Jinwai, Joanne and Colin's girlf, Justina!
But, Junsheng, Joshua, JC, Lieshun, Doreen and Geraldine came too!
*P.S. G came to my birthday parties for the third/forth time!*

I really had a blast! Really do!
All my friends made my 18th birthday the best!
Really!
♥

Saturday, went to work!
12-6pm at Cathay with Bevin!
and 7-11pm at Cineleisure with Geraldine the Michelle and Jennica!
♥

Sunday, went for a test shoot for Kerh korkor!
OMG, the first few is damn nice!
Show my nice long legs!
Sorry, not being bhb, but, my legs are my favourite assets!

See! My legs lika long!

But upper body effing fat!

Sorry! I really love my legs!

Alright! Had breakfast and lunch with them!

Super awesome breakfast!

I really love nice western breakfast with a good cup of hot coffee!

Then today *more like yesterday*

anyway, working at Cathay from 3-11pm!

But I went shopping before that!

Heehees! With Yanmei and Dana's gift for me!

SGD$50 Forever 21 cash voucher!

And being me, good at shopping and math!

*Why I so bhb ah?!*

I spent exactly S$50! :D

On a romper *check out my facebook to see why I bought that romper!*

double finger bling ribbon ring and a detailed belt! :D

Happygirl93!

And Adriana*bbg* came to find me with her boyf, Matthew and Haoyi!

:)) Hehehes!

Anyways, she bought me macaroons!

I swear bbg always pamper me cans?!

Love her till I die!

♥

And they waited for me till I end work! :))

Hehehehes! First time was G and Sheralynn!

Now is bbg, Matt and Haoyi! ♥

Felt like a Princess!

*Love being one! :P*

Anyway,

going out with bestf tomorrow!

Loads to update him!

Gonna ask him for advice too!

Till the next time!

xoxo, Ena. ♥

First.

2011-09-08T17:29:00.001+08:00

Hellooooooo!
I had a great time last night!
Period.

Shall tumblr how I felt heehees!
Not here!
Alright bye!

xoxo, Ena!

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Time.

2011-09-05T13:26:00.000+08:00

Hello everybodyyyyyy!
Blogging in the train, on my way to work!
Anyway, updates!
So, I went for Frolick training on Friday.
Then Geraldine and Gideon came to find me afterwards!

And then Jinwai too,
I guess we just talk and walk?
Well, a short meet-up.
Then met up with Asty and all.
They were eating something like so niceeee!
But I can't eat, cause of my tummy. :(
#saddieme

Saturday went over to Yishun!
Hehehes!
Love my time there!
But hate it when I spent so little time there! :(
Sighs. Anyway, sang karaoke!
Happiness! Old songs ftw!

And my cousin is getting married!
So happy for her, and her gowns...
ARE DROP DEAD GORGEOUS!
Well, brides are always the prettiest!
And she's definitely one of them!

And my niece!
She's taller than me already. :(
#saddieme
I can kill myself lor,
my eldest niece by the way,
4years age difference, but she's still taller.
Sighs.

Miss them all already, but this coming saturday, can't see them.
Worked till 11pm. :(
#saddieme

Anyway, BB is lagging now. :S
Worked yesterday at Cine's Frolick.
And, Jasmine with Priscilla(juniors) came to drop by. :)
And that meanie Huixuan too! Hahahas!
Gave her so much lehs, still so niao!
And Jillian too!
She's working at scape! :)
Aiyo, why she so pretty ah? :(
Even my colleagues said so too!

Working today at Cathay! :)
Short hours unlike yesterday's!
Okie dok! Must work hard!
And hopefully, I can clique well with my colleague today!

Alrighty, shall end here I guess?
xoxo, Ena. ★

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My month is finally here. ♥

2011-09-01T21:42:00.000+08:00

Hello everybodyyyyyyyyyyy!
It's September already,
don't you think 2011 past super fast?
Anyway, I ended August with food poisoning!
Hahahas!

Yeah, I got sick yesterday after eating that cake!
OMGee, it sure doesn't feel oh-kay.
Vomited the entire day since I woke up.
WTF much?
And then got a fever,
which then my Mummy brought me to the doctor's.

Got an injection, and I say, I ain't liking it.
But I really felt better!
Well, guess I'm ending August for good.
Hahahas.
And the doctor is really nice.
Not going to Doctor Tan's anymore,
after something happened.
He really irks me now.
LKK. Is all I can say.

Anyway, it's gonna be a happy month *I hopeeeee*
Soooo, let's forget the worst.
Gonna start my training for my new job, Frolick, tomorrow!
And Queen of town is coming to find me after that.
But doubt I'm going to have dinner with her,
Doc said I can't have any hard food at the moment yet.
So porridge is all I can eat.

Hoping I don't have any work on Saturday,
so I can spend my weekends at Yishun!
I really miss them!
:( So so so so much!
And Didi's health.
Sighs, I just want him to be healthy and all!
Really, it hurts me very much when I see my parents...
Period.

And I guess I already know what's my wish for my birthday. :))

Oh, and I received a birthday card and vouchers from Q & M!
Really appreciate it a lot!
Didn't expect it!
Well, I'm not gonna leave them of course.
Just gonna work this two jobs and school.
Gonna juggle them properly.
I know I can do it. :)

Anyway, that's all.
Till the next time.
xoxo, Ena. ♥

Patience is a virtue.

2011-08-31T00:27:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone!
It's been awhile!
Today is the start of my holidays!
Super happy!

Started it out by watching late night movies/dramas
till 4am?!
Then out for dinner with Geraldine♥
at Manpuku!

Bought a year supply of contact lens! :X
*Out of budget*
But I think it's okay, as my Invisalign will be
delayed for another 2 months?
But it's alright, that is why I say,
'Patience is a virtue'
Good things comes to those who wait!

So for this upcoming 2 months,
I really need to save for my first payment for Invisalign.
Gonna do financial planning again.
How I wish there is some application in BB that can help me with that!
Bought a top today at TopShop!
Hehehes! Loving it!

Oh! I'm working in Frolick now!
Also working in the dental clinic too!
I think I will be able to handle it,
just hope it don't clashes.
And to be honest,
there isn't much days I am given a day at the clinic.
There's so many DSAs now. :((

But it's alright, I have Frolick now! :))
Wish me all the best yeah!
Hope I don't screw up!
This will mean, less days to meet up some of my friends!
Unless they come find me at town!
Hehehes!
I bet G will be one of them!
She's the Queen of town!
Hahahhas! ♥

Hmm, maybe Colin and his girlf too!
So excited to see her!
And welcome her to our lovely family! :D

Hope tomorrow my colourful knit bag from ButteredGun will arrive!
:((
Wanna bring it to work on Friday!
So I can at least stuff my magazine/book inside!
But also thinking of what to wear.
Hmm, maybe just tank top and shorts,
casual, and my Hello Kitty Vans.
:)

Next week's my birthday,
wonder how it will turn out.
*Don't wanna think about it*

Bye.
xoxo, Ena. ♥

Love.

2011-08-25T14:02:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone!
Recently, I have thought about this thing call 'Love'
Well, not only recently,
but, to the direction that I think is the definition
of Love by myself.
Or for myself.

You can don't listen to it,
you can say, 'it's bullshit'
but hey, this is just my definition on it.

So, there were LOADS of things happened in my family
these few days.
Both my sisters, were out of love and in love.
Mixed feelings on how I should feel actually.
But anyway, their actions actually proved to me,
they became stupid when they fall in love.

They forgo their work, future, education.
Well, not just them,
a lot of my friends did that too.
And I'm wondering, why?
Isn't that silly?
Even he/she is 'The One'
Your future is still about you.
Unless you wanna depend on him.

But not me.
That's why, I chose to be independent now.
Not depending on anyone at all.
*But, still depending on my Mummy for my bus concession*
Well, that's the only thing.

And come on girls, we are strong enough to afford things ourselves.
Why do we always push ourselves down that hill.
Some guys despised us and looked down on us because of that.
I mean, no offence, sometimes it is good to depend on each other,
but not all the times!

I'm not saying we don't need love,
I need love, but the love I need,
is just from my family members, relatives
and my true lovely friends that will always be there.
That's all I need.

Now, I'm concentrating on my education, work, and future.
The plans and goals I made for myself are the one that I am
looking forward to each and every day.
I'm not going to sit there and dream about it happening.
I am going to MAKE them happen by doing it.
Working towards it.

Till the next time.
xoxo, Ena ♥

Hiatus.

2011-08-23T00:15:00.001+08:00

Exam Period!
Love you all and loads to update!

xoxo, Ena

Take a bow.

2011-08-17T21:04:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone.

Haven't start studying, this sucks man.

Really, and I really need to pass.

Like really really.

But, I don't know.

I just can't start.

Now I know where.

*Peeved moment*

Don't know why I have to tolerate this.

Seriously.

No one to talk to and all.

Really, now, I really have nobody to talk to,

not even God.

Ugh, I hate this.

Really hate this!

It's like it super sucks!

Period.

My blog should be fill with positivity.

Not negativity.

Apparently, sharing is not my thing.

Call me selfish or whatever bitch.

But I don't let anyone use my brush,

I mean the hair that you drop and go stuck in my brush

just totally gross me out.

Shaver too, excuse me,

it's call hygiene, ewwww!

And now, my tumblr,

what else do you guys want?

My body?

Kill me and throw my soul away?

I felt disgusted everytime.

This is bad, I'm ranting here.

And those busybody relatives will be telling tales already.

So don't like the fact that they're doing this.

Well, they are sam gu lok po,

so what can I expect?

This is my space, my turf

and my bloody freedom,

so just get out of this space and let me be.

Ugh, I'm getting nasty.

The sun goes down. The stars come out.

2011-08-14T02:41:00.000+08:00

Hellooooo!
So 'early' right? Hahaha!
Guess the sun is coming out soon.
And we're gonna say bye to the stars for awhile.

Gonna go to an event later with Panda!
Happy that I get to go!
Really excited!
Cause I really love the movie!
I re-watched the first sequel on HBO the other day!

Getting interested?
CARS 2 OF COURSE!
Hahhahha!
It's like half past 2?
And I'm still awake,
hope I don't look weird later.

Listening to music while blogging!
Anyway, having the whole room to myself!
Both sisters not coming home! :)

Really saving money for my Invisalign!
Dr T. haven't called me back yet!
For appointment, shall call her on Monday!
:D
I really want to get it on September!
My birth month!

Currently playing:
Jar of Hearts - Christina Perri

I have grown too strong,
To fall back into your arms.
.
.
.
.
.
Tearing love apart.

Lazy to fill all lyrics! :S
But it's a good song!
Introduced by my current semester's class!

Singing in the middle of the night!
:X
Who do you think you are?!
Well, this song reminds me of L.
He always does this. :S

Don't know what to wear for later,
:S
My post is so messy!
So is my blog, hmmm.
Shall do some changes?
I guess I will!
When I feel like it!

Anyway, I should sleep!
Tomorrow should I bring camera?
Cause feel like bring my wristlet only leh. :S

Till the next time,
xoxo, Ena. ★

Sent from my BlackBerry Wireless Handheld from M1.

Movieeeee Timeeeee!

2011-08-11T18:41:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone!
Have you all seen 'Cars' before?
YES?!
Do you all like it?
YES?!

Then I have a great news for you all!
The sequel is coming soon!
'Cars 2'!!!!!!
Presented by Walt Disney!
I'm super excited and I guess you too!

Check this out now!
http://www.nuffnang.com.sg/blog/2011/08/10/cars-2/

The story of this has come to a whole new level!
Between two best friends,
Lightning McQueen (voice of Owen Wilson)
And tow truck Mater (voice of Larry the Cable guy)!

Mater will have to chose between McQueen or top-secret mission!
Getting curious with the story?!
So am I, be sure to catch it when it is coming out on 25August!

That's not all!
There will be new types of cars!
Characters and VILLIANS!
YES!
VILLIANS CARS!
Catch Cars 2 movie starting from 25th August 2011 and join the official Disney Studios Singapore Facebook & Twitter page!

Till the next time,
xoxo, Ena.

Sent from my BlackBerry Wireless Handheld from M1.

Clueless.

2011-08-11T00:20:00.000+08:00

I'm not sure if I have that as my title before, but...
Anyway, It's already Thursday,
how fast can time past these days.
And, as soon as we know, it will be my
INVISALIGN DAY,
BIRTHDAY,
CHRISTMAS,
2012 NEW YEAR,
LUNAR NEW YEAR!

And then the cycle continues,
well, I didn't write down any of my friend's birthday,
cause there's a lot.
Not saying I have a lot of friends' birthday to attend.
Just don't want to write them out,
as sometimes, I'm afraid I might lose out some.
Which I really do not want to.

Talking to Andre now, really miss him!
Been so long since we hang out!
Like since the day I got my Baby Phaty fixed?
Oh, ages ago!
He's busy with his assignments,
while I, haven't even start on it yet.

Maybe this time, when I am saving for my Invisalign,
I should start on my assignments too.
And not just laze around.
No more excuses for me to not to do work anymore.

Getting sick and tired of these stuffs,
hate it when he take me for granted.
Ugh, shan't talk about this.
Wondering if he is actually worth it,
or the person, not the one yet.

My Poly friends, tell me,
they feel it's him, I felt a little.
To be honest, but, slowly,
zero.

I really do think so, zero.
Maybe I'm just another toy.
After all, they can't be trust.
First time I blog so much out about relationship.
So don't probe me alright,
I will only tell those whom I want to.
xoxo.

Recently, I have quite a lot of haters.
They hate my weight,
height,
everything.
Like what my sister say,
'They hate you, cause they are envy of you'
Well, I didn't agree, just why hate me?

I don't know, don't really bother too.
Seriously, you guys are just so free huh?
Anonymous people.
If I'm still back in Greendale,
I would definitely asked you:
'Do you want to settle this outside?
Face to face?'

But I've grown up,
and won't care much about what you guys are doing.
:))
I mean if you hate/dislike me,
you won't even will come to see my facebook/formspring/twitter/blog RIGHT?!

Anyway,
just hope this year my birthday won't suck,
after hearing Gideon is going overseas ON MY BIRTHDAY,
it kinda suck a little already,
knowing not all of my friends are going to celebrate my 18th birthday.
:(

Till the next post,
xoxo, Ena. ♥

New Beginnings.

2011-08-08T21:12:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone,
was working with Dr T. yesterday.
Then she told me a piece of good news!
There's a special price for staff now doing Invisalign!
OMGosh!

Obviously I am soooooo going to do it!
AND I AM!
I really can't wait!
To get my teeth straightened out!
I.N.V.I.S.A.L.I.G.N.
H E R E I C O M E !
OHMFGEE!

I really can't wait,
but still have to wait for a few more weeks!
Ohgosh!
Can't wait! Heehees!

Another thing, I want to start to sell cookies.
Sort of freelance,
whereby, if I have quite a lot of orders,
then I will bake and then collect money.
Well, let's just see how it goes,
once the price is fixed,
then I will announced?

Skipped school today,
overslept! :S
This can't go on!
Especially when I need to pull up my UT3 results!
*typed this 2 lines for a few minutes,
Peregrine's sensor is super strong, tsk!*

Anyway, it's gonna be a long weekend for me to rest!
From Last Saturday to this coming Wednesday!
:))
Happiness!
Not gonna spend much on clothings already!
Need to save for my Invisalign!
Mummy say if she have extra money,
she will pay some too!
Happygirl93!

Love it when things goes my way!
Hehehehes!
Anyways, I think, I am not ready for a relationship yet.
:S
Guess I will tell him too.
Hahahas, no relationships talked here
except for friendships and my relationship with God. ♥

Till the next time,
xoxo, Ena. ♥

All the waiting is regret.

2011-08-06T22:03:00.000+08:00

hello everyone,
I have been going out for almost everyday this week
but none to meet my Pig.
Anyhoo, no stuffs talk here,
cause way too many busybodies already.

Well, I want to join some fitness clubs,
so that I am able to join Pilate classes
and also to gym! :))
I want my flexibility
and also to keep fit. :)

Received an anonymous question at my formspring,
telling me in capitals, 'I AM NOT A CHEERLEADER'
that person really broke my heart,
whoever that person is.
So, I'm not afraid to say this here.
I WILL TRY TO JOIN A CHEERLEADING SQUAD
ONCE I AM INDEPENDENT.

Anyway, this type of people don't have to care much.
I have to learn to let go sometimes,
went to Cornerstone's event just now,
and I really feel so light and happy now.
Today is the day I let God to be in my life.

Have been spending quite a lot,
and I am not taking allowance anymore,
so I really have to save, furthermore,
signing up for fitness clubs, even more expenses.
But one thing I will save, food.
Hahahas!

I don't know why, once I start to exercise
I wouldn't eat that much. :)
Really got to save money for the rainy days.
One last day out, to the zoo, and that will be the last outing.
Can't afford for any other trips already.

Birthday for this year will also be a bland one I predict.
Celebrating with my family members only?
I guess that's the only way.
:))

Been so tired recently, as in, really really tired.
Physically tired.
I can just fall asleep just like that.
This is bad I guess,
reminds me of those days.

Tomorrow working full shift,
I guess I will wanna work the whole month for September.
Not forgetting, I have to do my PP.
Damn. :(
This sucks.

Can't wait for attachment actually,
earn money and experience.
:(
Sighs, not much to talk about either.
I really need my cousins.
:((

Bye,
xoxo, Ena. ♥

Allow August to be great, so we embraced it now.

2011-08-03T19:27:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone, it's August!
Can you believe it?
Time past so quickly!
And I admit, I haven't been blogging very often!
Bummer right?!

Anyway, I think I will change my banner
every month!
To keep everything fresh!
Hahahas!
School have been kind of tiring,
especially it is going to be UT3,
and HOLIDAYS!

Can't wait!
Since USS was a pass on July,
Joey said we're going to go USS
on my birthday week.
So, I'm happy! :))

Been meeting most of my lovelies,
so I'm reaaallllllyyyyyyyyy happy!
Especially the fact that we all have
been friends for like what, 5, 6 years?
And also a group of lovelies where
we have gone through tears, joy, bitter times together!

Really am, happy!
And I can't wait for September!
CAUSE IT'S MY MONTH!
Just hoping nobody will spoil it!
Really really hope that no one will spoil it!

Anyway, I already bought my birthday
and Christmas present for myself this year!
My Pixie Dust Junior! *PDJ for short*
You can see it from my new banner!
So happy to get this little angel!
All my shots turn out so beautifully!
*And I got new models!*

Confession:
I always want to have the perfect boyf,
the one with really nice fashion sense!
Fun and my girls will always be jealous of,
so nice to me that even my girls will think he's the one.
The one that will take crazy but lovely photos with me,
*like those in tumblr*
but, sometimes, nothing is so perfect,
or to my standard.
The only thing I can do is try,
that's all I can do.

This is just how I feel,
I learn how to love less,
so I can have more love from him.
I hope I am doing right.
I don't dare to love.
That's why.

Till the next time,
xoxo Ena. ♥

Stars all over the sky.

2011-07-14T01:12:00.000+08:00

Hello!
Today is my lovely girl's birthday!
Joey Lim Li Ying! ♥
Enjoy today alright!
Love you plenty and always!

This month is really indeed a very busy month.
I wanna get plenty of things done.
Joey's surprise party,
USS trip,
Harry Potter a.k.a. Cousin's outing,
Art piece *hehehes, not telling*
Anton's birthday present

Out of all these, the last two is the most puzzled one!
Don't know what to get!
Seriously!
And it is the UT month,
I swear, it is so tough at times
that I wish I quit school
and get married to some rich guy.
*Wishful thinking*
kcabemevolotenoemosrofsiwonhiswreveilla
*figure what is that yourself :P*

Been trying to get my head away from the bad stuffs
and only running, stretching, exercising can do that.
I realised, on Tuesday, I did it by doing the work
and ignoring everyone else works too!

Well, what can I say, everyone have their ups and downs.
I just wish I have happy moments all the time.
But hey, how do you taste sweet if you haven't tasted bitter?

Well, it is very late now,
and I guess I have to sleep.
Gee, it's microB tomorrow,
just hope the team is good.
As long as faci understands, :)

And I get to see a cuteboyD,
gonna dress up nicely! :)
Alright everyone!
Goodnight, and have a great day ahead!

xoxo, Ena. ♥

Blogshopping on July! (♥)

2011-07-11T00:03:00.003+08:00

Hello Ladies, ready to burn your wallet,
just by staying at home?
Hahahas! Now I'm here to give you a list of blogshops
that I ALWAYS GO TO!
*and stalk them :P*

But seriously, their blogshops,
I would say, is one of the best,
and the best of the best
for their service and attitude!

It's not in any sequence
only by alphabetical alright!
And how I post their name
is how they put them in their blogshops alright!
:)

So, let's start shopping!

First stop: BUTTEREDGUN♥
They're now at their 58th COLLECTION!
That is really a lot!
And, I have no idea how many items I have already bought from them!
Seriously!
I'll show you some items! :D

My current cute wallet! So adorable right! ♥

Love at first sight!

Bought this on their 54th Collection!

Gonna wear it on my cousin's wedding! :D

Just bought this at their latest collection!

Damn sweet piece! I swear! ♥

Wallet picture: Take by myself.

Dresses pictures: From ButteredGun's facebook.

Check them out right now!

They are really sweet!

*There was once, when I have to delay my payment for a day

they were so sweet to trust me,

and allow me to do that! ♥*

They are also located at THEBLOGSHOP

14 Scotts Road, Far East Plaza

#03-93

Singapore 228213

Next stop: Earl Grey Party

Nope darlings, it's not a tea party!

It's a fashion party!

I have bought a few things there!

And I would like to share one incident,

*I bought a pair of shoes from them,

and apparently, it got lost after weeks of 'delay'

I constantly, emailed them asking them, if it is sent.

And they replied, politely, that they had.

I think it is because that I have replied them and asking them constantly

that let them feel that, I really didn't received them

and they refunded me. Normally, NO blogshops would do that!

And I really am greatful!*

Till now, I am still buying stuffs from them!

And of course, I chose registered mail now! :S

This is one of my favourite!

Cause I can't find the stuffs right now

that I've bought!

I got this picture from their website!

Go check them out NOW!

They are also located at KISSJANE

One Raffles Link

CityLink Mall

#B1-39

Singapore 039393

Next station: EATINGZOMBIE

I also bought countless apparels from here!

From head to toe I would say!

They are already at their 74th Collection now!

One if the many reasons I came to this blogshop is because

their previous model, was at my height!

So what I see, I know how it will look on me!

But I'll still continue to buy from them,

despite their change of models!

*I mean, which blogshops won't have a change of models?*

So here are some apparels!

I didn't get a chance to buy this! :(

*I'm too slow!*

But, as you can see. It's so pretty!

I bought this!

For this year CNY!

Really comfortable and make me TALLER!

Hehehes! ♥

I bought a lot a lot more!

But, I can't find the pictures! :(

Pictures from their shop!

Or you can take a look at their Facebook!

Also located at KISSJANE

Bugis Junction

#03-13A

Next stop: Ohsofickle

A very popular blogshop + shop

+ Tammy herself!

Hahahas!

I didn't shop at her blogshop before,

but I went to her FEP and Haji shops

to buy stuffs before!

They are all so drop-dead gorgeous!

Really! Well, I guess, no need to tell you guys,

you all will still know! (Y)

Here are the things I have bought,

but the jeans I bought, I can't find the picture!

I took this picture cause,

I love the outfit, but I don't look nice in it!

*tried it at Haji*

But I bought the shoes!

And I love that hairstyle! ♥

And for the guys!

See, ohsofickle sells guys apparel too!

Chosen this picture cause,

I love guys dress like that! :P

*hint hint*

Pictures from her shop!

Facebook!

So, her shops are at here, if you do not already know!

14 Scotts Road, Far East Plaza

#02-100

Singapore 228213

34 Haji Lane

Level 2, above Sup!

Singapore 189227

Next stop: Runway Bandits

This is one blogshop, that has an addiction act on me!

I always go here, to shop,

don't know why! :O

So far, I think, I bought a dress *sorry can't find the picture!*

and a highwaisted shorts!

Okay, apparently, I can't find pictures

of the items I bought anymore!

It's sold out! *Lucky me this time*

I will show you some of their latest collections!

Such a sweet flatform right? And the colour!

It's out of stocks! :(

BUT there are still other colours!

I LOVE HIGHWAISTED SHORTS!

Cause they make my leg even longer!

*even though I'm short, but it REALLY does

make me have longer legs!*

This is so different from the other

oversized clutch!

It has a different touch to it!

Go on to their shop and check it out now!

Or their Facebook!

They have their own studio!

Go check it out!

12 Arumugam Road

Lion Buiding B

#06-04A

Singapore 409958

Next station: WONDERSTELLAR

This is also yet another blogshop

that have many many many collections already!

*there's a new collection up on TUESDAY! 9PM!*

I actually bought this dress!

*despite my height*

Cause, it's a tie back one!

So I can actually not afraid of it dropping down!

IT is one of the essential to have! ♥

This is from their latest collection! *51st*

But it is already OOS!

Such a nice and pretty one!

Isn't it!

A lot of my friends want this piece so much!

*including me*

But, we are all too late!

Pictures from their shop!

And check out their facebook for updates too!

Last station of the day! Zhng Your Berry!

I have a blackberry!

And I believe, MOST OF YOU HAVE IT TOO!

Some shops modify your BB 'behind your back'

but, they modify, right infront of you!

And they explain, while they do it!

Very professional of them!

Here's my BB 9300!

So happy about it! :D ♥

It's a very nice purple!

*in real life, too bad the camera I'm using can't capture it!*

And I have the extra purple keypad,

but it can't portray the rainbow colour,

so they throw in the white keypad for me!

The second photo!

You can see it right!

Damn gorgeous!

Go buy from them now!

It's so worth it to have your BB so attractively now!

Check their facebook out for awesome photos!

Hope you like my post!

And really do go check them out now!

They are really awesome!

♥

Till the next time,

xoxo, Ena. ♥

Goodbye June, Hello July!

2011-06-30T22:44:00.000+08:00

Wow, this year really pass so quickly!
Every single day, hour, minutes, seconds.
Sometimes we want it to slow down,
sometimes we don't.

Maybe we are just selfish.
We want the good times to slow down,
and the bad times to fast forward.

I would definitely want that!
Well, it has been rough for me for this month of June,
he is being inconsistent after he got my number.
End of story.

I don't know, oh damn,
I feel like saying it here, but I know I can't.
Anyways, shall ask Mr QQ for advice on what to do.
Sighs.

Well, July I really think it will definitely be a good month!
Definitely.
Getting my Birks, Camera, iPod.
Trips are awesome too!
Joey's birthday celebration,
prawning, chomp chomp, USS
and many more!

*I actually have this adrenaline to ask him to go with us to USS*
I really wonder what he will say,sigh,
but he have training on that day, so I have no idea.

Oh well, let's just see how it goes.
Anyways, I'm really excited!
Hehehehes!
School is not that bad.
Been with classmates for the past few weeks
and I swear, I miss Michelle, Asty, Kelly, Juicy, Zhuan!
But I know gonna meet them real soon! :D

Well, people, let's just look forward for July alright!
It'll be good, I just know. Somehow.

June had been good, but I know July will be better.
xoxo, Ena. ♥

The season of love is ending.

2011-06-27T15:37:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone,
time past so fast, June is ending.
Let's welcome July with open arms!
Embrace it.

June is good but I hope July is better.
Loads of plan for the month of July,
loads of things to buy too!
Also, wondering if the BKK trip is still on.
But highly not possible to happen anymore.

Well, in that case I'm going to shop till I drop in Singapore! :/
*Kevin and Vimala showing me videos!
Gosh, so funny! Hahahas!*
Okay, off-tracked.

Dr A is leaving soon,
thinking if I should resign and find a new job.
Sometimes, really, good colleagues and bosses
are hard to find.
Good working environment and condition is hard to find too.

Really wants to buy a camera already!
So I can take photos with my love ones!
Heehees!
Not much update though.
Looking forward to the plans/things on July
Plans such as USS trips and birthdays.
Things like birkenstocks and camera!

I'm a happy girl.
xoxo, Ena. ♥

Raindrops on roses and whiskey on demand.

2011-06-21T22:45:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone, today I am gonna break the record and talk about somethings heart felt.
It may be dry and all, but bear with me.
I just wanna share with you guys.
And maybe after I posted, you all can give me some suggestions/opinions.

It wasn't very long since I have fell for someone.
There were 3guys that I fell for, and, all are attached now.
Happy for them, really happy and give them my blessings.
But they are not my point today.

Everyone has feelings, and I know they can't control it.
People say my expectations are too high and all,
and coincidentally, the horoscope tweeted that my sign is very fussy and have high expectations.
And it will take me longer than usual to actually find the right one for myself.

Was waiting for my drink just now at Koi Cafe at Tampines,
and I heard a familiar Chinese song.
There's this line, I really felt so into it.
“我想我会开始想念你，可是我刚刚才遇见了你”
I really starting to miss you, from the last chat we had, which was 2 days ago.

I guess you have someone in your heart and mind now.
I don't know who is she, but I know I am not inside.
I find it hard to love, especially when I like that person.
When it's the other way round, I will just think it's a dream.

That's the typical me, not believing in myself.
I would really love and want my future boyfriend to make me confident,
make me happy, make me feel loved by him.
I'm easily contented, small actions can simply let me feel touched.
I don't need diamonds, gifts, or any superficial stuffs.
I just need concern, understanding and love.
It's just that simple.

But it seems like, the easier the thing is, the more difficult it is to achieve/give.
Or even easier for them to neglect and not care one bit at all.
Well, this is so funny, it's easier to fell for someone, not really love.
Just a crush, but well, everything started small before it can grow.

Enough of all these, I am still Ho Ena, I'm still strong.
Now, I'm waiting to go Bangkok, waiting for my eldest sister to get married.
Waiting to get my own room,
P.S. When I get my own room, I definitely would want a double bed!
So my future boyfriend can come and stay over! :P

Well, good things comes to those who wait,
and I will surely wait. :)
Till the next time,

xoxo, Ena. ♥

F r i e n d s .

2011-06-11T16:09:00.001+08:00

Today, I'll blog about the topic.
As I told Michelle I wanna have a BBQ for my birthday this year,
it'll actually lead to thinking
'The Guest List'

Who to call and who not to call.
Thinking who will be alone if I call him/her, if never call his/her friends.
All these have to take into consideration.

It's hard to arrange a party.
And also, the food and expenses.
Was intending to ask my close friends
go groceries shopping with me,
or some that who are willing too.

I really have to plan carefully.
And also, not confirm if it's gonna happen.
I really want a getaway to BKK too.
Have to pay for my tickets and hotel.
So yeah.

Year 2011 turns out to be bad after all.
Oh well.
I'm sad too.

And for you boy,
it turns out, you're the same like others.
I shouldn't expect too much.
I'm happy enough to see you reply me.
That's all, just stay enthusiastic to reply me please.
That's all I ask for.
I'm easily contented and pleased.

xoxo, Ena. ★

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Out town rebel and love.

2011-06-08T16:20:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone, it's late afternoon here.
How are all of you doing?
I'm going out now to meet Joanne!
And then, I realised, I'm late. :/
She reached Dhoby already.

Going Haji Lane to shop and find love!
Cliché? Hahahas, just kidding.
I already found love but I doubt the other way round.
So yah. :|

Not wanting to expect too much,
cause that way, I'll fall faster.
He replied... No feelings reported here.
Forgotten. Wanna know.
Ask me then! :P

I'm not sure how I am
supposed to put these in words.
Wondering why I didn't talk to you that much?
Ask yourself, you went out with some friends that are also my close friends.
But didn't ask me along.
End of story. Whatever.

Anyway, sissy said it ain't worth it.
Whatever. I shouldn't even let this
ruin my mood.
I'm so late. Joanne reached Haji already!

Anyway, I update my BB!
It felt as if I got a brand new BB!
Serious, it's that cool and chio!
Well, 2more stops!

xoxo, Ena. ☆
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Edelweiss. Daisy. Sunflower.

2011-06-06T13:47:00.002+08:00

Morning, to me it really still is morning!
Could have slept till late,
but helped mummy to run some errands.
:)) I'm so nice to her.

Today, maybe a lazy Monday.
But daddy wants to watch movie,
so unsure yet.
P.S. I too, wanna watch movie!

There's family dinner tomorrow,
Looking forward, but just hope *****
won't **** ** *****.

I don't even know why I post that. :/
Anyway, I got cravings for steamboat.
Wonder if my girls or cousins can go with me!

Fell asleep while blogging,
how cool is that!
Told you I ain't a good friend with mornings.

*I think I'm falling in love with you.*
xoxo, Ena. ★

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Insomnia nights.

2011-06-05T01:15:00.001+08:00

Hey everyone, I really can't sleep,
laptop no battery, and lazy to on it.
So I shall use my Blackberry!
Thankfully for it.

There's work tomorrow, and I dread it.
Like, seriously.
I just want some lazy days,
consecutive.
But, doubt it's gonna happen.

Anyway, I wanna go Funan soon.
Maybe next week? Wednesday?
Since, I heard Tuesday got family dinner.
Friday going over Mimi's house.
But, thinking who to accompany me go.
And in my mind, it's you.

Sighs, I won't post about personal stuffs here.
No worries.
So it's hard for people to know what I'm thinking recently!
Well, there are many reasons,
on why I like everything secretive.

People failed to make me trust them.
As simple as that.

Well, no point dwelling on them,
when I can move on. :))
My Life. My Way. My Freedom.
Too long since I said that line.
It's like my life's motto.

Made that motto since, 2009,
and I wanna live by it.
It's getting late, and I have work tomorrow.
Shall pig then.
Nights people.

xoxo, Ena. ★

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It's June.

2011-06-03T02:04:00.000+08:00

If you all know, June is actually the perfect wedding month!
many people would want to get married on this month.
So I went on to research on why!

and from this website, http://www.weddings.co.uk/info/tradsupe.htm
I found out that, June is considered a lucky month
because June was named after the Roman Goddess of Love and Marriage, Juno.
Furthermore, at that time, it is Summer.
Summer is a good time to get marry
as it is related to the sun, which also relating to fertility!

They even have a poem for the months that you may want to get wed!

"Married when the year is new, he'll be loving, kind and true.
When February birds do mate, You wed nor dread your fate.
If you wed when March winds blow, joy and sorrow both you'll know.
Marry in April when you can, Joy for Maiden and for Man.
Marry in the month of May, and you'll surely rue the day.
Marry when June roses grow, over land and sea you'll go.
Those who in July do wed, must labour for their daily bred.
Whoever wed in August be, many a change is sure to see
Marry in September's shrine, your living will be rich and fine.
If in October you do marry, love will come but riches tarry.
If you wed in bleak November, only joys will come, remember.
When December snows fall fast, marry and true love will last."

well, I guess many of us are superstitious,
so they will chose on which day/date/month to get wed!

anyway, this is just a random topic,
Cause I always remember June Weddings in 'Bride Wars'
so I decided to use this as the first post for month of June.

and to assure all my readers, I am going to blog more often,
and make my blog alive alright! :)
well, I'll be thinking of what to do to my blog's layout.
and will change it soon!

Goodnight everyone,
have no nightmares and good sleep!
xoxo, Ena ♥

Let's end this love in May.

2011-05-29T19:46:00.001+08:00

Ohmyyy! End of May already!
And I realised I never really blog!
May was kinda hectic!
Many things happened!
Pleasant and unpleasant.

Changed my BB housing! Kekekes!
It's in purple! Hehes! ♥
And my keypad is in colourful spectrum!
Have been wanting to shop real badly,
but there's no time.

UT is coming, but, at least,
I'm looking forward to the 10days holiday!
What to do, what to do?
No one around with me,
Been alone for quite some time.
Getting used to it.
Good thing or bad?

Well I don't know.
I just know, sometimes when I need someone,
no one is there.

Anyways, there's school tomorrow.
:/ how I dread it!
Just hope the last 3days of school before holiday,
will be a good one.
*crossing fingers*

Well, now I have to go pack my bag
and pack the clothes for tomorrow.
Hope everything will be okayyyyy!
Sweet dreams, everyone. ♥

xoxo, Ena. ★

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formspring.me

2011-04-26T09:35:00.001+08:00

What do you wanna know? http://formspring.me/theENAAAAA

Once upon a dream.

2011-04-22T21:47:00.000+08:00

it's been long since I have post using laptop and web.
and so much have change, it's all so pretty now!
school started this week,
and, it feels so weird and different.
modules are hard, people are harder!
so difficult to actually clique with most of them.

going back to RP, only makes me miss Rexaz even more.
how I wish I can be the one controlling, and not get controlled.
well, I still can visit them and support them!
cause they are my wisest decision. ♥

now, working and working and working.
sighs, but have to do it!
jiayous Ena, you can do it!
:))

Aiyoyo, what Derick and QQ a little bit true.
sometimes we really need to have some money.
tsktsk!

mummy was like saying tomorrow accompany me and daddy eat dinner ah
to my sissy.
then my sissy:'you have 3 daughters, mummy!'
mummy:'tomorrow, the youngest going to her godparents there, oldest one like married off already, left you ma!'
sadding on:'the youngest one also like going to get married off!'
me thinking" I also no boyf!"
sissy:'WHY SAY UNTIL I CAN'T GET MARRIED?!?!?!?!?'

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAS
SUPER EPIC!
SUPER JOKE MANS!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHS!

anyways, I think I wanna sleep early, tomorrow working!
:))
byebye!

*you never left my heart, you are still here, once upon a dream.*

The ocean waves.

2011-03-31T04:28:00.001+08:00

The waves remind me not only good stuffs.
But bad too!
It can be so relaxing,
peaceful, calming.

But, it can be disastrous.
Problems, obstacles, challenges.
Are like waves.
They can come one after another,
or be a view for all.

Having some challenges in my life now.
But I know, I will want to go ahead.
To cross all these obstacles.

Hahahas, okay
now, I only have one obstacle.
Which is to save money for my braces,
unless someone/company
is sponsoring me to do
orthodontics! :D

Goodnight!
xoxo, Ena ♥

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Sometimes I hate my hair! :'(

2011-03-18T15:17:00.005+08:00

Wherever I go, I see people with thick nice hair!

Sleek and straight.

Curly and long.

Even short hair girls!

They have a lot of hair!

But why, I must DROP MY HAIR?!

And I'm only 18! D:

Seriously!

Here's a photo of my brush with fallen hair!

Furthermore, I reborn my hair!

to make it straight, but looks more less hair then before!

My hair is so little, I really can feel my head!

Having such less hair is seriously not cool

and not pretty!

And I'm not even sure

why I drop so much hair!

I'm only 18,

even when I'm not at my age now,

I already dropped my hair!

I started dropping my hair

since I'm like 16?

The hair fall was so scary

that my room will always need to get clean everyday!

My parents were scared, and sometimes

I EVEN THOUGHT I HAVE CANCER!

The hair fall is really killing me! :'((((((((((

I don't wanna look like a bald head

when I grow older!

But I know,

There are always solutions with Yun Nam :D

Irritants.

2011-03-13T19:32:00.001+08:00

Hello, today"s post will have a topic.
What the topic will be?
About some people who doesn't know
how to treasure and
kept saying about death!

I shall give you guys some examples:
"Why should we work,
when we are going to die soon"
"Why should we study,
when we are going to die soon"

Then why don't you go and die now?
Seriously, what's the use for you to live anyway?!
I mean people saying,
"I wanna die", "I don't wanna live anymore"
Are better than all those!

Seriously, FOAD la!
Tsk! To the max!
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I don't know why.

2011-03-06T22:27:00.001+08:00

Really have not one bit of idea.
I feel so excited since yesterday about today's trip out.
Don't know what strucked me!

Anyways, they don't have the screen protector
that protects the whole thing!
Sad to the maximum! :(

Bought a hello kitty cover and a red snake sin cover for my baby phaty though! Heehehehs!

Kao, again, another b***** sit beside me! Tsk!

Side tracked, anyways,
saw a super nice black eyelash curler at Topshop,
but it cost $13, went to FEP
And saw a $1.90 one!
Almost the same, I would say.
Hahahas.

I would want my pay to come in now!
Need to buy:
Sony earphones*,
Hairband,
Wonderstellar hobo bag*
Housing*
Matte privacy screen protector*!

Need to plan my monetary liaooooo!
Cannot keep spending! Sighs!
Have income always make me wanna spend!
Only at Simei, luckily no work tomorrow! :))

Going home and pig! :P
Awesome day out with G ♥

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I thought I could.

2011-03-02T12:57:00.001+08:00

I realised, I've fallen deep for you.
I realised, I'm jealous of her being called Princess by you.
I realised, I'm sad when you hug her.
I realised, I never did let go.
Cause I realised, I love you.
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Testing.

2011-03-02T12:48:00.001+08:00

Testing
Sent from my BlackBerry Wireless Handheld from M1.

Memories comes in bite-sized pieces.

2011-02-28T04:21:00.005+08:00

hello, a week since i have updated!

i seems to be neglecting blogger.

ain't that sad. :P

no worries, i'm back, hahahas!

anyways, not really much to update

just both good and bad memories are haunting me now.

will diary this later

don't wanna spoil all you good readers with my emotional thoughts!

♥

trying to indulge myself with joyous stuffs,

like, shopping, eating *my body doesn't wanna eat though*

no matter how i eat, it seems to me,

i'm hungry but the whole day, only one meal gets in.

listening to 'Insomnia' by Craig David now

makes me wonder if my insomnia came back already is it.

if yes, i'm dead, i don't have miracle pills anymore!

tsk! :((

well, i miss my friends, my brothers, and not forgetting,

the team, my second family.

argh, negative awayyyyyyy!

i'm still gonna keep up my shape though

just that all the old injuries are coming back.

don't care!

My weight still never change, that's good

hehehes!

body is still working like last time!

still working on my abs, legs and hands!

flexibility too! :))

i don't wanna stop.

that's what i'm telling myself right now!

well, bought a set of new clothes

just waiting for the bag from wonderstellar

told myself no more shoes!

too many!

but actually only have 2flats!

tsk, won't say about the rest la! :P

anyways, been wondering about this saturday

maybe, friday after work, i should go down yishun

to surprise them! teehees!

miss them!

as for 2assholes, Gideon and Colin

must wait for their schedule

Zhu also wanna go out with Colin!

miss her!

not to mention, my lovely brother, Antonnnnnnnn

gonna ask her and Jillian and bbg, Joyjoy out! ♥

hhehehehes!

shall end the post with pictures from the past, ♥

with the whatever girlfs

after work, hahahs, random.

when sissy still have her long hair ♥

Been long.

2011-02-21T20:03:00.003+08:00

helloooooooooooooooooooo!

many things happened,

some not even what i want it to happen

this sucks to the maximum!

anyways, i saw some people

giving up something important in their life

for someone they love, and these people that they love

is BGR type. -.-

i mean like, what the hell?

i'm not pin pointing to anybody, but

seriously, i don't think it's worth it.

just like what my Coach said,

*she will forever be my Coach*

that's not what she said.

she said leaving something for a guy/girl

is stupid, I agree!

cause you wouldn't love him/her forever!

seriously!

it's stupid, there's so many reasons to this stupidity.

never mind about that already.

i think i'm going to write some thoughts in my diary...

something happened at home.

Happy Lunar New Year! ♥

2011-02-03T22:10:00.003+08:00

wow, time past so fast!

and it's time for us to get together,

reunion, give oranges and get ang baos!

hahahahhahas!

also not forgetting yu sheng!

all the auspicious words have to come out of your mouth!

hahahhahas!

today was rather plain

hmmm, went to bai nian with

tiong bahru mummy and baba!

luckily she moved to pasir ris already!

if not! hahahhas

then korkor brought me home!

then lunch with family, movie with sissy and parental

then dinner, and then later going to movies again!

hahahhahas!

anyways, i love tuesday 1st of Feb!

went for mani and pedi with cousin, Cindy!

damn awesome! i swear!

our experience, i think was pain!

i bleed for pedicure! sad ttm!

but the outcome are good!

shiny dull purple and shiny bright blue!

woohoo!

add to the bling yo!

now, i seriously have nothing to do!

OH!

Crest got a BB!

we all can BB already!

and also can mass convo together with some other bb users!

awesome!

alright, gonna drop a few eyedrops!

too dry!

kthxbye!

♥

xoxo, Ena.

An awfully sinful day!

2011-01-27T21:20:00.003+08:00

ohmygee, i shop till i really drop today sia!

okay, today, start so badly like seriously!

last week also started thursday badly!

ohmygee sia!

shan't talk about bad things in the morning.

partialled today, to go see doctor

really can't take the pain that i have been enduring for days

that pain i never had before!

went to the doc, and he said because i never have proper meals

okay, ....

hahahhas

next went to 67 Ayer Rajah Cresent to give my fingerprint,

in order to work!

the place like super ulu!

i took a double decker bus that has no air con!

first time took that type of bus!

then went to take to meet G at FEP

once i reached there, i bought a pair of flats

like ohmygee la!

then went to search for the main items.

went to search my jeans, but can't find any,

then, went to new future, G came!

like finally! hahahahs

aiyo, i lost count where after that we went!

we saw Yanmei! wah, my juicyjuicy!

and Dana!

bought my keans at ohsofickle!

awesome much?!

my size and my length!

super likey!

i bought necklaces for me and my sisters

and a shirt for mummy

and bought another wedge for myself

and, bought myself home clothes

for praying and the first day of CNY!

ended the day with the splurge!

my clutch!

from LV, wah, super likey mans! ♥

and now, i'm going to prepare for school tomorrow

today seems so Friday!

gosh!

Revived please!

2011-01-21T09:46:00.002+08:00

find my blog is about to die.

many things in my life is about to die

and for on of it, i am not going to save it and let it go

i know i will regret it, but i know it will be a right decision.

so many to do

and i just look forward to a successful and positive reply

really just want to..........

well, it will be told next time.

i guess.

total tsk

i miss mummy, that's what i have been saying

for quite a long time!

hahahhas!

she has been rather sweet to me for a long time.

anyways, aiming to buy a LV bag

Milla Clutch PM! asked for the wrong size last time.

-.-

and also caught my eyes on Patti

bothin monogram multicolore! love it!

hehehehes!

and i went out with Colin and Gideon yesterday

SUPERB HAPPY, WORDS CAN'T SAY HOW HAPPY I WAS!

HEHEHEHS!

it'll be better, if Anton was there too.

Welcome 2011 To My Life! :)

2011-01-01T01:38:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

let this year be enjoyable a brand new whole experience for you!

i will set new goals,

aims, and resolutions!

♥

and an add on to this new year!

I got a wonderful thing received!

so nice right!

it is from GlamChicBling!

and i swear they have the best services ever!

Really!

Will share the experience of purchasing with you all

in the next post!

It's the last month of the year 2010.

2010-12-10T23:00:00.001+08:00

it's the last month of the year,

so all you readers out there, hurry and do what you haven't do this year!

time is running out,

don't have much time left for almost everything

and i mean everything

be it ♥, life, everything.

make a difference in 2010

now, right now!

tell your love ones,

you love them truly

well, make something so impactful

*positive ones*

that will make you remember 2010!

All I can say is, ♥

2010-11-29T08:58:00.000+08:00

hello readers!

ohmfgee, i have the best awesome weekend nights ever!

both spent with Rexaz! ♥

Friday night, was Rexaz's Day

so we went to Adam's Road to eat

and to Bukit Timah Plaza to play pool!

AWESOME AND FUNNY TIMES!

heehees!

then Saturday night!

REXAZ'S 1ST D&D! ♥

Pictures speaks a thousand words!

well, credits are below too!

so if you want to view more pictures,

just click on their names!

Credits: Yanie's, Song De's album 1, Song De's album 2, Rexaz's

The one(s) and only(s).

2010-11-27T00:49:00.003+08:00

hello! Christmas is coming, and i'm excited!

firstly, presentttttttsss!

families getting together!

a lot more!

love festive seasons!

♥

anyway, i'm posting about my

2nd sister's 21st birthday!

awesome!

we went to Park Royal Hotel

*i think that's the name?*

at Beach Road

the whole family! ♥

the three of us ♥

sister and I ♥

no mood to blog,

spoiled by someone, argh

));

Christmas Wishlist.

2010-11-18T22:02:00.001+08:00

Not any of my things get thrown EVER AGAIN.
HAPPINESS.

I felt that I am back, back for good.

2010-11-12T22:00:00.001+08:00

hellooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

so cheerful after lets say, wednesday or was it tuesday?

felt that i am back,

i am back to that girl.

today, went out with my girlf!

MISS HER SO MUCH!

went out to somerset to meet her at first

she is sooooooooooooooooooooo skinny!

then to far east, she bought a pair of pumps

gorgeous pumps!

then we went to ion, topshop

saw a dress that is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

but super expensive! )))));

its like mesh tube dress with a mesh cape at the back

from the bottom of the skirt down to the toes,

damn gorgeous!

and if i'm not wrong,

its for petite people too!

awwww, ))))))));

never mind, after which, we went to bugis street

our favorite place, cause everything there is so cheap!

i'm telling you!

i wish i can own bugis street!

anyways, we both bought a dress at this shop

i bought a ribbons back lace dress

and she bought a 3/4 dress

*also the dress that i saw that is very nice!!!!*

so cheap la! mine 18S$ hers 12S$

totally a steal!

then after that went to buy her bag

heehees, we found a cheap one too!

okay, we are like cheapos, but

we are people who really are saving money

kays!

hahahhahas

occasionally we do pamper ourselves too

but if we can find similar and cheap stuffs,

i vote for the cheap ones!

hehehehes!

after that, we went home!

took some pictures of course!

hahahahas!

well, going to sleep,

training tomorrow!

nights everyone!

P.S. remember help me press on my

nuffnang ads! ♥

Tick tock, tick tock. Not much time left.

2010-10-26T21:38:00.002+08:00

hello, gonna blog about

something personal, something i forbade myself to post

something out of the blue and surprising! hahahahas

can you take the hint?

yup,

*if you're smart enough*

is love ♥

hahahahhas

why this topic?

cos my eye candy is around the corner of my class

*i don't want to say the exact

location of his class, or else, too obvious!*

anyways, i never thought that

he will be my eye candy,

and i will be friends with him too

hahahahhas

october, not a bad month afterall

he's not skinny *thank goodness, afraid of skinny guys! no offence!*

awesome voice!

nice features of the face,

lips not that thick,

hahahhahahas

well, you may not find him the way i find him,

hahahahhahas

but i'm just so high.

P.S. if you have been reading my posts

you should know that the title is not about the

content.

only at the **** **** part! hahahahas!

well, unexpected, hahahahs!

alright, i'm tired!

training tomorrow!

jiayous jiayous jia jia yous!

♥

I'm losing it.

2010-10-21T08:16:00.002+08:00

hellos, i'm sorry, it's been like so long since i have updated!

feels weird too,

its just school starts

and i'm really so tired, like so easily

not sure why too!

hahahhahahs!

anyways, Pixie Dust is given to mummy to use.

what about me?

i got Baby Phat with me!

Blackberry like finally!

heehees!

like what Anton said, as long as you have a blackberry

is good enough

and, it's also like the latest blackberry curve

so, i'm already glad i have blackberry!

well, about my life.

it's a mess.

I can finally get what I want. Not relationship.

2010-10-14T14:22:00.002+08:00

hello readers!

in school now! muakakkakakas!

anyways, people are presenting,

but i am still listening kays!

well, i want to blog is because,

i want my readers here to go to my another blog too!

I'm a Petite Star.

there are hardly any text posts there

as, all the text posts are here.

over there, is all pictures.

not pictures of me

but just some beautiful pictures i suppose?

now i'm going to talk about school

new class and all

today, is such a good class day!

even though i hate physics.

lalalallalalalalas!

after this will be training,

have to do finish all my work before going!

anyways, i wanna talk about how i feel after yesterday

looking back, when we have gymnastics training

i'm so bad, i can't stretch on my own with the maps

but now, i improve a bit!

jiayous Ena, i know i can do it!

got to go!

byeeeee!

xoxo, ♥

10th of October 2010

2010-10-10T19:28:00.003+08:00

Hello, its the date of the year

101010

hahahahs

anyways, i don't think that i am fickle minded

or whatsoever't

you might think i am

but,

i don't find any needs to buy Blackberry any longer

i know right,

it'll taxing,

anyways, i'll get what i want

when i have the ability by myself!

thats what i should do,

not that my parents doesn't want to buy for me

but i want to treasure it more,

so, i should work for it!

;))

yes thats right!

=))

i don't want to be spoiled brat anymore!

hehehehes!

alright, i shall look for a part time too now!

hehehehes!

jiayous! work hard in cheer, in my family, studies and work!

i can do it! ;D

positivity is all i need!

positive mindset!

Best things comes to those who wait.

2010-10-09T22:00:00.002+08:00

hello readers! time to update!

hahahas!

anyways, lets see,

today, went to have lunch,

supposedly the whole family but eldest sis have to go meet her friend

so its just the four of us, and off we went to Jack's Place to eat

after which, i went to town to shop alone!

hehe! actually like the feeling of shopping alone!

coincidently, anton and jillian were there at the flea market

selling clothes and stuffs,

they're so sweet together!

before going to find the lovely couple,

saw kevin, hahahhas

then, went to cine and saw lingyin!

hahahahas! and super coincident

she's shopping alone too! hahahhaas!

then i walked to far east and i saw liyanaaaa!

hahahhahas!

she was with her family, so sweet!

well, after that i went back home,

like nothing to buy,

as i only want BLACKBERRY BOLD 9700!!!!!!

anyways,

went to meet mummy and daddy for dinner

i guess that's all,

daddy asking me to buy iphone

and mummy asking me to buy blackberry curve

sighs!

shall see how it goes first!

tata for now!

help me click on the nuffnang ads alright!

i love you guys!

Thankfully, I've changed and moved on.

2010-10-05T20:51:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE! I KNOW YOU MISSED ME!

I'M BACK FROM TRAINING CAMP!

and take a look at our faces!

accomplished, and happy!

it was really tough!

i gotta admit that!

but we didn't give up at all!

the 'iCheer' shirt was given by our ♥ly Coach Karen!

for the YOG performers and helpers!

heehees! THANK YOU COACH! ♥

as for the really awesome

REXAZ shirt, IT'S OUR TRAINING CAMP!

so nice!

LIFT LIVES, NOT WEIGHTS!

heehees!

alright!

now you know i'm back!

come back to my blog and read on yeahs!

♥

heehee!

remember to help me click on the nuffnang ads!

♥s

Blank. Nothing on my mind.

2010-09-29T15:55:00.002+08:00

for the first time, i have nothing on mind to say as my title

anyways, wondering why aren't i online yesterday?

PARENTS ALLOWED ME TO STAY OVERNIGHT!

it's really awesome!

everybody was surprised!

today everybody was very tired!

hahahhas

but, the whole chalet, we really had fun!

loads of fun!

it's really an amazing feeling, hahahahhas

i have minimal words to described this

intriguing feeling that i'm feeling!

hahahhas!

and now, training camp is coming!

we all have to jiayous!

we all can do it!

i have to admit, i'm scared

but i will really do my very best!

because i want to do my best!

alright, i wanna bring daddy to chinatown tomorrow

because i want to drink koi!

i never drink before!

so i have to! someday please!

hahahhas!

alright, i guess thats all,

please help me click on my nuffnang ads!

thank you!

Envious.

2010-09-26T23:14:00.003+08:00

Another post, hahahhas!

i know i seemed like 2-faced from the dark knight

but, hahahas, i wanna post.

I feel like, Rexaz is my getaway.

Really, they can really help me take my mind off things

it may be tough, but possible.

focusing on what i should on the mats

and all the laughter we had together,

made it all possible.

Anyways, i'm having Rexaz chalet!

woohoo!

3days and 2 nights,

but i can't stay.

boohoo!

never mind, there's always nest time

this week is very pack!

after chalet, there will be training on the 30th

and then OUR TRAINING CAMP!

WOOTS! but at the same time, very scared!

hahahahhahas!

okay! jiayous!

and in another less than a month's time

i will be getting my blackberry!

woohooo!

hehehehes!

alright, i guess thats all,

bye people!

won't go online, that often anymore!

for this week! hahahas!

but do come back to check it out!

*help me click on my nuffnang ads!

thank you!*

no idea, why can't i do my heart shape here!

it shows a m. argh! like this ♥

anyways!

or maybe in here, it shows a m,

but in the actual post it will show a heart shape?

lets try!

xoxo, ♥

How long more?

2010-09-26T23:06:00.002+08:00

No emotional, sad, angst, posts are going to be shown here.

I just want to end this.

And, my dear busy body relatives

please just keep quiet,

and mind your own business.

This is my blog!

So fuck off.

I don't mean to be crude.

But, I just need my space.

Sometimes, I just feel like ending my life.

Right here. Right now.

Not going to care.

Summered down.

Time for a new change in me, my life, my everything.

2010-09-24T23:27:00.002+08:00

Hello! as you all readers can see!

i have changed my template design and everything!

hahahahhas!

okay, please don;t comments bad stuffs!

help me click on the nuffnang ads! remember kays!

hahahahhas!

anyways! i have added something new

which is my formspring

as i find it a bit rotting, nobody asked questions

so i decided to put it here!

hehehes!

anyways, i find it, alot of pictures here right?

hahahahas

still finding a photo of my own one,

so, in the mean time, i really like the photo up there

and if you're wondering who's that

that's my senior Leeling!

she's ONE VERY BEAUTIFUL GIRL!

envy of her!

took the photos i took using my Peppermint!

the first few wasn't okay, and the last few were a bit blur!

but, i like it!

its half frame

i prefer half frame like seriously!

hahahahas!

will bring the photos tomorrow to training

to let Rexaz see! hehehehs!

cos the whole film is all Rexaz, and its on

my birthday take one!

♥

hehehes!

alright, gotta sleep!

tomorrow daddy bringing me go have breakfast

and hopefully bring me to school!

nights!

xoxo!

Finally, I know, I've moved on. Without you, by my side. ;))

2010-09-24T02:35:00.002+08:00

HELLO! i'm like back!

had training just now, not that bad i guess?

anyways, after that we went to Lena's house there

to eat, i only drink ice milo cino! so nice!

then went home, and when i reached

Tampines library, wanted daddy to fetch me home

cos its nearer compared to woddlands

and also, assuming that he is at home!

but it turns out he is at his work place

which is at woodlands!

like totally, wth! ahahhahahahahaas

but we laughed about it! hahahahas

but, also, he bought food for me to eat! hahahhas

awesome father!

and now i'm webcamming with

Lena, Panda, Mag, Dick, Aunty Loh, Sean, Grace!

super funny moments!

Simyee have loads of new jokes! hahahahhahas

seriously can kill me!

tomorrow, hope i can join them!

wanna relax abit!

next monday!

REXAZ CHALET!

AWESOME OR WHAT?!

then it'll be our training camp!

jiayous!

♥

we all have to work hard, train hard!

Nothing gonna change my love for you.

2010-09-20T13:09:00.003+08:00

just a short little post before i go for training!

okay, not training, gymming with the rest!

hehehehs!

anyways, got a little getaway last weekend

which just past like yesterday?

went to yishun on saturday afternoon,

morning wasn't nice for me AT ALL.

shan't elaborate on that.

went to celebrate mooncake festival at night

but didn't like those bake mooncakes

only like snowskin! hehehes! yum!

but this year, i doubt i can eat any.

hahahhas

then stayed over, and the next day,

mimi and korkor brought me to shop!

Cotton On! I have 50% discount!

hehehehs!

so they bought for me a very cute top,

1skirt and 2shorts

also mimi donated 1S$ to the foundation

and i got the Simyee's bag! hahahhahahas

the bag she kept saying, its only 1S$

*Cuibby is so spoiled!

he's sitting on the sofa,

and when he's bone drop,

he looked at me

and didn't want to take it back himself!

my fault to blame!*

anyways, going to prepare,

byebye!

wait for me to come back readers!

AND PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!

HELP ME CLICK ON THE NUFFNANG ADS!!!!

THANKYOU! ♥

I don't know what to say, when I see you. With her.

2010-09-17T00:48:00.004+08:00

hellooooooooooooo!

ohmfgee, today's training is soooooooooooooooooooo

super duperrrrrrrrrr funnnnnnnnnn!

our PT all are so fun!

we did different countings!

hahahahhahas

very fun! hhahahahhaas

andandand!

Juniors did a stunt by ourselves!

awesomeeeeeeee!

okay, LET'S JIAYOUS EVEN MORE!

WORK HARD EVEN MORE!

TRAIN HARD EVEN MORE KAYS!

JIAYOUS JIAYOUS JIA JIA YOUS!

Reading the book by Mitch Albom

'Have A Little Faith'

it is so motivating!

even though, i'm not a believer of God, Lord, Jesus

but, this book really encourage me a lot!

motivate me a lot

of life, and everything

before i join Rexaz, i already read this book,

but i don't understand it

Now, i read it again, i begin to understand it!

This really teaches me a lot of things!

anyways, i'm beat,

i shall go to bed!

goodnights!

♥

Not that well. But, I guess it'll be awesome. Soon.

2010-09-14T21:36:00.003+08:00

hey everybody, recently, i'm just so shag

i seriously hate UT week!

like really seriously!

anyways

today, wasn't that awesome

didn't have an awesome sleep after the aircon was off

argh!

nevermind, woke up at around like 12++

then went to have lunch with daddy.

came back home, washed the clothes

argh!

hate it, but, i will be a good girl

just finish hanging the clothes

if not, i don't even have the time to blog! hahahahhahas!

anyways, i found a very cute website!

sell hellokitty cakes!

ohmfgee, like totally~

show you the web!

http://cheesylovers.blogspot.com/

go check it out!

the price is very reasonable!

and looking at it, i'm very sure it's VERY YUMMY!

well, this isn't any of my friends or relatives blogshop

i just found it in the internet, and i really like it!

go see it!

;))

and i have been wanting to get my mouth on

Polar hellokitty snowskin mooncakes!

hahahahahhahahahas!

sighs! its 10pm, very shag and tired,

there's training tomorrow,

motivation and spirits upupup!

♥♥♥

hehehehes!

i guess i should plan everything,

for tomorrow, so i do not have to be that rush!

hahahahhas!

ohohoh!

i forgot to update on Peppermint!

argh! the shop is so annoying!

don't they know that's the effects?

just print it!

and now, i have to bring to another shop to reprint it!

argh!

total waste of my money!

need to get a part time job!

parents kept nagging!

));

anyways, i'm off, byeeee!

P.S. with a weather like this,

i have a very good motivation to cut short my hair

argh! EFFING HOT!

Advertisement timeeeeeeeeeee!

2010-09-09T00:18:00.002+08:00

alright, i realise i'm always advertising about

the people's beside me's blogshop!

but don't worry! the blogshops that i advertise!

are always VERY MADNESSLY AWESOME ONE!

so go to this blogshop like NOW! RIGHT NOW!

www.news-shop.blogspot.com

Happy Birthday to meeeeeeee! Hehehehes!

2010-09-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

before i really start blogging,

i'm going to put pimple cream first!

be right back! ♥

alright i'm back!

hhehehehes! alright gonna talk about my day!

today is like totally my day!

firstly, mummy let me stay over at yishun!

and this morning, i just went home and then prepare for school!

and when i on-ed my Pixie dust!

WOW!

so many texts!

thankyou everyone for wishing me 'Happy Birthday'

to me via texts, facebook and twitter.

alright, then while i'm replying Simyee

then she asked me to go have breakfast

along with other Rexaz juniors

as it was kind of a last minute thing

and as usual Dickie was late! hahahhas!

alright, after that,

UT we were nearly late!

after UT

we went to the FoodHaven,

and we saw ETHAN AND DANSON!

awww, i miss them like awwsomuch!

anyways!

i was like installing the film for Peppermint!

hehehehs, and taketaketake!

all Rexaz!!!

hahahahas, then went Reelroom!

and then we were like doing alot of things there

pool, study, eat, joke, take photo

and GOGGLES BOY! =X

hehehehehees

after that, went to CCK to study and train!

we were all like seriously studying, until......

Dickie started to change english songs into chinese lyrics!

ohmfgee! INSOMNIA, WAHPIANG!

IT'S INSIDE MY HEAD!

hahahahahhahahhas

then after that, we went to train PS

it was awesome and fun!

and then, we packed up and off to eat supper

just at that moment,

Rexaz surprised me with a tiny cake!

obviously, i was super touched,

it was seriously unexpected!

i cried! ohmy!

THANKYOU REXAZ!

I LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS LOADS LOADS!

here you go, my family!

♥

My birthday presents from my sister and mummy! ♥

2010-09-05T00:17:00.002+08:00

if you have read my previous posts

P.S. i don't know which previous one

P.P.S. the one one present options i guess!

anyways, my sister said the Baggu bag doesn't suit me

and it's kinda small

so, we went looking around and stuffs

she said go elsewhere to shop

so we went to scape

then went to the Stage shop,

and she chose this bag for me!

awesome ttm!

i'mma faint when i saw the price

but she still decided to buy that for me!

she chose this color for me!

ohmfgee! i love her ttm!

its really awesome! ♥

the picture is below! take a look!

credits: www.manhattanportage.com

and she went to collect the Diana Mini without me knowing it!

ohmfgee once again!

alright, i'm going to play with my camera!

byebye!

♥

Compatible Couples are ♥!

2010-09-01T23:28:00.002+08:00

Wow, more and more couples are appearing!

They are so starting to get me envious and so jealous!

Well, like the famous Brangelina that keep everyone talking.

They're just one of the many compatible couple!

So people, who do you think are the most

compatible celebrity couple?

Is it, the famous Brangelina?

or our very own Singapore's newly weds?

Christopher Lee and Fann Wong

or is it the teenage couple celebrity that every teenage is talking about?

Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens

Well well, if you ask me, who is the most compatible celebrity couple?

I will be saying

Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens!

Seriously, I never thought teenagers like them would go so far together,

but, they did it!

It's really amazing, and they are still as loving as always!

Not many teenagers can last that long, and furthermore,

they're celebrities!

They're just so sweet-loving and adorable together! ♥

Wondering why suddenly I talked about this?

Well, it's because of eSynchr♥ny!

eSynchr♥ny is a dating service,

which features in

I know what you're thinking, WOW!

Yeah, they're that awesome!

They're also certified and accredited by

They are one-of-a-kind online dating service

I have ever met!

They screened their members

to ensure they are real and sincere!

Moreover, to understand who they are looking for!

Aren't they unique?!

For those who are single and available,

wouldn't it be interesting to meet

people who thinks alike as you?

It will be a madnessly unique meeting with eSynchr♥ny!

They arrange face-to-face meeting,

getting the match with across

15 areas of compatibility,

*isn't that awesome?!*

there are dating consultants screening your matches

and the most important!

YOU CAN ENJOY YOUR FACE-TO-FACE DATE!

It may seems crazy, but if you dare to try

you will be much more daring to love someone

that loves you back the same way!

come on, give it a try,

and I can assure you,

you won't regret it!

go try it!

imisseveryone.

2010-08-31T00:19:00.003+08:00

hellos, after training.

UT coming, eh-eh liaos!

hahhahahas

okay, not trying to act cute

but i'm also not sure whats wrong with me today

maybe its because a special day is coming?

hahahhaas

anyways, going back to GDL

then after that meeting sis to buy my present!

woohoooooooooo

my baggggggggggggggggg

better have that color i want!

hahhahahhas

now, twitter is full of people talking about

people going back GDL hahahas

awesome!

gonna take loads of photos!

hehehes!

alright, my 'bestf' is here to step in,

counterpainnnnnnn! hahahhahas

nights!

Present Wishlist ♥

2010-08-27T20:52:00.001+08:00

its at my another blog!

http://theenaaaaa.tumblr.com/post/1019564189/present-wishlist

I don't know why I'm feeling like this.

2010-08-27T17:56:00.003+08:00

i just wanna find a time, to breathe

to shop, just to walk, just to relax myself.

hahahhas

a very sudden urge.

staying at home bores me

i rather go for training then really stay at home

there's really nothing i can do at home.

what to do?

i'm really sick and tired of staying at home

but thankfully

i'm not sick and tired of being sick and tired.

if not, i'm really dead.

gonna call up Mimi later,

and ask to meet her after training tomorrow

anyways, feeling kind of argh now

just argh!

i just totally feel like shouting!

seriously!

and this few days,

i kept seeing Stars

i think its a good thing

not just any star

but, a single, shining on its own

SO BRIGHTLY STAR!

alright, thats all i wanna say.

i want Starbucks too! hahahas

and new shoes, new clothes, new dress!

new everything!

imissyou, JT

miss the times,

you saved me from everything.

nobody knows about you,

and both of us like it that way.

but how am i suppose to get you back?

you're so far away.

i still have to wait for so long

till i can have you, your smell, your face, your body

back with me.

imissyou hell loads.

and i know,

you've been checking up on me.

and, just this, i'm contented.

we can get through this,

very quickly!

ilys, always will.

Birthday Presents Options! ♥

2010-08-21T22:39:00.003+08:00

ohhhhhhhh, this is just so awesome la~~

YOG performance at ICC, Handball!

so thrilling and so exciting! hahahahs

saw Jing Li too!

*Lingyin say he cute! =))*

okay, anyways, back to my topic for today's post

when i came home, sis asked me about my birthday presents

she asked if i want

this hellokitty camera or

this custom Longchamp bag.

i was thinking of the price, and compare.

muakakakkakas, clever me, of cos i will think first la!

hehehes

anyways, i need a bag, so chose these instead *winks*

baggu bag! $42

plus!

hello kitty camera, $142

add together not even equal to the LC bag!

of cos more save money and worth it!

hehehehes!

sis ordered the camera already!

ohmfgee like totally!

♥

and seriously, this year, my birthday like come so quickly!

don't know why!

but i like! ♥

hehehehes!

YOG ending, performances ending.

but, another journey is coming.

anyways, gotta wake up damn early tomorrow, so

goodnights people!

♥

P.S. I ♥ my family!

I ♥ Rexaz!

So little time to feel tired.

2010-08-19T11:41:00.002+08:00

It's like 1142 now, i totally should go out and buy my lunch

and then back home and eat, and bathe.

but i'm so lazy and tired to do so, but then again.

there's no time to be tired.

come on Ena, push yourself,

push yourself to the extreme limit!

ohmgosh.

should i shower first or eat first?

i'm guessing shower first, after i buy my rice back home.

like this i will have more time to prepare!

waiting for my tights to dry, and i totally need to buy more black tights!

myohmy!

so little time left for me to get ready.

come on, in it to win it!

alright, gonna watch Bring It On later!

hahahahahas!

well, nothing much, just wanna updates you all

anyways, sorry friends and E24G.

i don't have time for you guys, but please know that i still love you all!

*maybe not as much as I ♥ Rexaz?*

alright, got to go!

if not, i will be worried if i'm late!

*dreamed about something weird last night*

A little post for the boys.

2010-08-17T22:25:00.003+08:00

Hey boys, its been long, since we have talked.

i missed those times,

and, it is really when something bad happens, then friends will get together

i really am glad, i am the one you boys feel happy to talk to.

hahahahs

well, here goes.

Obstacles and problems, they are like the waves.

rush in one after another.

what we have to do?

be patience, and suck it up.

treasure the time you boys have, treat this as a harsher training

for you guys to bond even more and better

i know you boys can definitely do it.

like i say, i believe in you boys.

excel no matter what and strive for it,

do your best i know you all can and will.

don't give up, give all out yeahs!

to that boy that stole my heart,

no doubt i'm still in love with you.

you moved on quickly, i haven't

i'm very slow at doing this.

but i just want you to know,

i'm always here for you,

no matter what happens.

don't give up,

i know you won't

don't get angry,

just be calm.

do your best, like you always have

and always will

♥

ps, even though i know you won't read this

i still want you to know this.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEELING!

2010-08-17T01:09:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEELING!

HOPE EVERYTHING WILL GO SMOOTHLY AS YOU WANT IT TO BE!

thankyou, for all the teachings, tolerance towards me, and also guiding and helping me!

thankyou for being in my life

it would definitely make a difference if you weren't here!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REXAZ'S PUBLICITY!

iloveyou loads! ♥

well, i'm beat and tired, come back home, first thing is to eat medicine!

gastric is so painful!

sighs! then wash clothes!

tomorrow long day for me, need to pack the house

daddy is coming back on wednesday!

goodnights everybody!

♥ Ehyn!

Black Friday!

2010-08-13T23:49:00.002+08:00

today is the most unlucky day ever!

argh!

first thing, i was damn late this morning!

woke up at 830am, don't feel like going school

but promise, Nim and the GGs, that i will, so, there i go

packing and all.

reach school, 1030am, Faci was like, wow, morning! hahahahas

everybody was shocked, Michie was saying,

'if you never come, i'm going to your IG and kill you!'

hahahahahahhaas, cute la them!

then after that, another unlucky thing,

this one is partially me and also partially Malcolm! hahahahas

he asked me to partial, but the time that he asked me to partial,

faci already in class. cannot go out.

and faci and my class also don't allow me to leave early

after that, saw Derick, so talked to him a bit, and talktalktalk

hahahhahahas, then he added me in facebook,

hahhahahas, toilet break went to find him too! hahahahas

after that, went to forum to find Malcolm and Lingyin with Sean.

so, before eating, i heard wrongly that M asked me to go eat first

so i went to buy waffle, my favorite Blueberry waffle!

i ate one bite, and then IT BLOODY HELL DROPPED ON THE FLOOR!

WAHLAO! pekchek! then saw QQ, and HE LAUGHED SO LOUDLY EHS!

evil lor him!

so sad, one bite, i wanna eat waffle damn badly la! sighs!

anyways, after that went koufu, and then gymming

then DIY stunting session.

nothing much already. =))

alright, gotta wake up damn early tomorrow!

goodnights!

Tell me, who have the most awesome Coach ever?!

2010-08-10T00:51:00.004+08:00

of cos is our belove, Rexaz Coach!

she is so surprising, nice and unexpected, many more!

she bought the birthday girls and boys presents!

who will do that? but her?!

this was really a sweet pleasant thing, and it caught me by surprise!

Thank you really really very much Coach! ♥

*Pardon my hideous hair! but main person is Coach!

and also, this lifted up my mood!

not to mention, STARS!!!!!!!!!*

Sighs! Almost about every single thing!

2010-08-06T01:20:00.002+08:00

I got to control myself more and more!

ohmy, i've decided not to buy Canon Powershot S90 for now first.

i aim to buy Hello Kitty Diana Mini first and Canon IXUS 210

add together both the price around 650bucks!

faints!

still have what? the trip that we will be going soon.

sighs!

my birthday wish! to have a camera of my own!

and alot of supplies of contact lens! but for me to chose!

OF COS CAMERA LA!

how i wish i can have sponsors!

don't mind doing some advert for them!

=X hehehehs!

*cross fingers* hope i get some sponsors!

hahahahhaas! anyways, now i'm not focusing on these

i mean, monetary issues are still there but,

not to the extend that is more than the ***********!

i have to work real hard

sighs! how am i supposed to save money?

i feel like dying!

Cravings + Outing Today!

2010-08-04T00:02:00.002+08:00

firstly, i would like to thank nuffnang for giving me the free pair of tickets to watch movie!

i was shocked and was freaking happy!

well, today was just like any other day BUT BETTER AND MUCH MORE FUN!

so people support POCC!

Power Over Cervical Cancer!

alright, cravings!

ALOT AH! SUDDENLY ONE!

CHA KUEY TIAO, CHAI TAO KUEY, HOKKEIN MEE

JP'S VENISON AND CRAYFISH, TOMATO CRAB

BAK KUT TEH, LALA, LOKLOK, PRAWN NOODLES,

MY FAVORITE HOME COOKED MEAL!

STEAM FISHHHHHHHHHHHH! HONG KONG STYLE!

YUM!

okay, gotta sleep, meeting Kestler tomorrow!

he treating me to sushiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!

yum!

Rexaz Overseas Plan!

2010-08-03T00:59:00.002+08:00

okay, Coach say most likely we will be going to somewhere, where i ♥ most!

because my ♥ are all there! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

will tell you guys more when i get there!

hehehehehes!

So, tomorrow homeworks:

-write down what is not inside the cheer book

-write down savings plan, budget for wants

-wednesday outing plan

well, i'm tired, and i'mma sleep!

nights!

xoxo, Ehyn!

Budget! on things that i want and need!

2010-07-27T23:25:00.004+08:00

alright, damn this budget thingy is hard,

when i kept forgetting things that i HAVE NO CHOICE but to buy

alright, here goes:

contact lens: $100

- for around 1 and a half month

- can don't wear on some training days?

monthly allowance

$200

- minus away additional purchases of food

saves around $175

bag: $200

hellokitty diana mini: $135

- deposit first?

- go taiwan buy?

- is it limited edition?

hellokitty polaroid: price unknown

- definitely going to buy at taiwan, *if going there*

- agaration: $200

how, can someone advice me?!

));

Misses.

2010-07-26T14:34:00.002+08:00

I miss secondary life. Suddenly.

I miss Mojojojo, having him by myside anywhere, anytime.

Suddenly. Just suddenly.

I miss all my secondary friends.

I miss my percussionists, the fun we had, the birthday parties *on our drums*

I miss the fights in the canteens.

I miss the severe bitching.

I miss opposing MMM, and not to mention emcee!

hahahas! if you guys remember who is emcee.

this is just random short post.

I wanna say how I feel in my diary, but it doesn't let me to.

2010-07-25T02:17:00.002+08:00

What to do when everything fails?

What to do when you can't feel?

What to do when you aren't strong enough to carry the burden?

What to do when you heard so many bad comments about yourself?

What to do when you are being paranoid, thinking everything is talking bad about you?

What to do when you can't get what you want?

What to do when the ones you love, doesn't love you back?

SUCK IT UP, MOVE ON, BE STRONGER, TOUGHER AND MORE POSITIVE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAPTAIN DOSMOND!

2010-07-20T14:14:00.003+08:00

It's been a long time since i've posted a birthday post.

so, here is to you, Captain. gonna do a belated one for President Sheena's!

Hellos Captain Dosmond, i know you won't come my blog hahahahas

but, its okay, thankyou for the times you have guide me through the trainings

the times that you have cheered and jiayous me and everyone

teaching us the right things and make us do the stunts and every single things correctly

sorry for the times that i slept on your shoulders, i know my head very big and painful! and sorry if i hit you or throw things at you! so sorry!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAPTAIN DOSMOND!

HOPE YOU CAN GET WHAT YOU WANT SOON IN LIFE!

HELLOS PRESIDENT SHEENA!

sorry i didn't post this on your birthday! forgotten and very tired after training!

thankyou for the time that you have helped me through my embarrassing moments!

=X and also helped me when i'm in pain!

teaching me how to do my stunts and pt all correctly and not to mention, for cheering me on!

thank you!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY PRESIDENT SHEENA!

HOPE YOU CAN ACHIEVE AND GET WHAT YOU WANT IN YOUR LIFE!

♥

okay! hehehes! next time, i must remember! hehehehes!

Finding out people comes to my blog, makes me happy!

2010-07-18T21:32:00.001+08:00

hehehehehes! well, there's training tomorrow!

hope that my stunts will get better and better!

with all the trainings stepping up

i know all of us, REXAZ seniors and juniors can do it!

we can do it! do it for us, do it for the team!

come on,

REXAZ GO!

REXAZ FIGHT!

REXAZ WIN!

X-A-Z

REXAZ COME ON, LET'S YELL GO FIGHT WIN!

X-A-Z

REXAZ COME ON LETS YELL

FIGHT

WIN

GO REXAZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!

today, special, all of the above are in green!

Truth hurts, as usual.

2010-07-16T00:29:00.002+08:00

alright, i nearly blogged out my feelings, which i am not supposed to!

i am suppose to entertain people here

and diary my feelings!

well, today wasn't in the mood at all!

so emotional, moodless to study

and worst is that

right before the UT *around 2minutes beforehand*

i opened the wrong module 6Ps!

i opened Science when it is communication!

how dumb can i be?!

ohmfgee!

totally! and not all my 6Ps are there for communications!

i only have up till problem 7!

anyways, tomorrow there's training!

i'm going to sleep!

goodnights!

jiayous Ena!

I know you can do it!

for both Rexaz and relationship wise!

jiayous!

Today, lazy day on school!

2010-07-15T15:40:00.002+08:00

i really sorta hate today, never talk much today with almost everyone!

hope i can talk more with rexaz!

anyways, i only talk alot online!

and then, there comes this emotional/player-act-faithful guy

so emotional and kept saying i never talk to him, like

wtf?!

anyways, webcamming with Anton!

i miss him damn much!

my idiot brother!

hahahahas, he still remembers i'm his retarded sister!

his very nice to me!

andandand,

this saturday!

i'm going out with my girlf, Joycelyn!

yeahhhhhh

anyways, now going UT already

wish me luck!

♥

A little pictures to update!

2010-07-13T00:29:00.003+08:00

Glitz performance!
Me and Lana!

Grace, me, Priscilla and Magdalene at the back!
and with Willy's hand *he doesn't know his in the photo! cute*

Grace and me!

Grace and me!

Ethan, me and Danson!

Sheena, me and Grace!

Crestlyn and me, with Jeffrey at the back!

Danson and me!

The first YOG performance!
10cheerleaders and the 5-man routine and of cos! OUR ♥LY COACH!
at Jalan Kayu!

ANNUAL BONDING CAMP!
2010!

Monday Blues! And I Gotta Tell You, I Ain't Liking It!

2010-07-12T14:46:00.002+08:00

ohmymy, how i hate mondays like seriously! argh.
anyways, today, i went to school with Hamie,
so i saw that pervert again!

and i asked Hamie, 'am i being paranoid, or is that guy really touching?'
then he took a look, and say his really touching
so i went 'ohmfgee, he that time touch me ehs! i thought i was just paranoid and he was just holding his bag'
then H was like, 'what?! you serious?!'

H is very angry and furthermore, he doesn't really have the mood, so yeah.
i'm really very scared.
and i felt so dumb!
how can i not know!
=(((((((

anyways, Anson, my class papa
he said 'moral of story, do not wear such short skirt!'
=((((((((

well, nevermind, at least i have H with me, i guess.
anyways, Sean say i should follow him, hahahahas
don't know. shall see what to do.

alright, later meeting my cheersisters!
(L)Ena and Grace! hahahhhaas
i love all my REXAZ sisters and brothers and friends and seniors and coach!!!
♥

alright, later training!
*you better do good ENA HO!*

Have to blog more often already!

2010-07-11T21:37:00.003+08:00

ohmymy, its been so long since i've blog in blogger!
anyways, i'm also having a tight schedule this few weeks!
anyways, updates for you people! who read my blog!

yes, i'm still single but unavailable
i think i already dedicate my time to REXAZ!
hahahas
i'm doing pretty well with my life.
don't ask me out, to avoid disappointment!
don't believe? ask Anton, my kor.
he got rejected many times that he doesn't wanna ask me out anymore
unless i ask him out! hahahahas!
sorry kor!

well, basically i'm still me, its just busier? i guess?
this week's schedule
Monday - training
Tuesday - UT and gym?
Wednesday - training
Thursday - training
Friday - training
Saturday - training
Sunday - unsure yet

tiring but, loving it!
i finally got what i want, what i always wanted to be when i'm young.
but, i can't take things for granted!
i have to work hard for it!
COME ON ENA! FIGHT FOR WHAT YOU WANT!
YOU CAN DO IT!

give me support alright people!
anyways, i'm finding people who can teach me how to put the nuffnags ads thingy!
or anyone willing to help me put in?
i can give you my password and everything!
pleasey please!
thanks!
get back to me soon!
alright! tomorrow's there's training!

goodbye and goodnights!

My wishlist!

2010-07-10T22:11:00.002+08:00

Longchamp bag
Hello kitty polaroid instax 25 (that i want soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long ago!)
Hello kitty diana mini
canon s90

not sure if i am able to buy it at taiwan AND CHEAPER not! hopefully can!
sighs, money! i need to save so much so badly, with such a little time!

HAPPY 1 YEAR BABE!

2010-06-26T00:00:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY GIRLFRIEND!

well, *we're not lesbians, but close sisters,

so thats why we chose to call each other girlf*

i like to take this opportunity to thank you.

it has been 4years plus since we have known each other.

it is a very long time, and i really do believe that some friendships

will last so long that nobody can ever imagine.

this is just the starting of our friendship *my opinion*

and i know we can be close and true friends

till we both got married with our own prince charming,

have our lovely kids that will see our friendship still as strong and hard as the Diamond.

our friendship is like the Diamond!

and i have this feeling, even though you're not here with me,

you're there always to support me

and help me up when i fall.

and also, i wanna tell you,

i'm always here for you.

no matter what happens, i will be there

shouting for you, cheering for you.

you don't have to be afraid,

as there is one person that will and can make you fearless.

i'm not really good with words,

but i really hope you can understand what i'm trying to say.

it had really been a really long time since i have really talked to you

and i'm really looking forward to next week, our date together

lets have a long dinner together yeahs!

talking about whats going on in our lives!

*i was wondering, if we can meet every month,

once a month, to catch things up?*

please takecares! and mug now, there's still time

believe in yourself!

i know you can do it!

if i can, why can't you?

come on Joyjoy! jiayous!

let's look forward for our date alrights!

iloveyou, joyjoy!

♥

Is going dead! Oh nono!

2010-06-24T21:19:00.002+08:00

ohmymy, i've been tumblring so much that i forgotten about my blogger.

i just accidentally deleted the whole chunk of things i written, and i don't feel like rewriting.
just that this few days, everything has been failing on me. EVERYTHING!